Jun 14, 2008
Feeling in Love. (Jun 14, 2008 6:29 am)
Woah, i can't believe i'll write a blog about this. I'm not actually in love. Or am i? i dunno. i think i'm in love with my school. LOL. very very geeky. but i can't help it you know. I love learning. No, of course it's a half joke. Anyway, i'm not really in love or something. I have a crush but then. It's just a crush. Nothing more and nothing less. Just mere admiration. And nothing below the belt. :) This is such a funny thing for me. I mean, i don't usually talk about love. I really find it lame to talk about it. I know, i know. I suck but then. Why should i even talk about it? It doesn't even give me money. No i'm joking. :) well love gives a person a pleasure. And i loveeee pleasure really. Do you get me? LOL. Pleasure. Pleasure. And just pleasure. Both Heart, Mind, Body and Soul. :) I can be corrupted when i'm in love. Love just makes me really insane sometimes. :) But not to the extent that i'll forget about being a good student. Of course not. That'll be total suicide for my career and that'll never happen. EVER. That's why for now, i really don't like to actually have a boyfriend. I just like my girlfriends though. And i have a crush. Just a crush. Because if i don't have i'm abnormal. LOL. so see you everyone.
xoxo
Ayumi.
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