I hate to know that you will never be mine
I hate to know that if it isn't without you, it will not be with anyone
I hate to know that we will always be just friend
Afterall, I Hate to know that I will never be abble to forget you.


*wrote at 2.46 AM 06.11.05*
Dont blame ... I was young and I was in love (?)
LOL


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You smile and shine, I smile despite myself.

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don't know where it came out. lol

Shit, today I feel emo
*kicks herself*
I need my best friend
that bastard went to spain to study
ohh well... it was a big chance
but he left me ._.
lol
ok I'm happy for him
I'm really happy
My olny question is
"why the hell he went to country that I dislike?"
ok ... the answer he has a scholarship
so... I'm out of lines lol
haha I miss him veru much
Maybe I will never see him again
but just hope he will be fine
now I feel better
*dances*


ps: oeeee pero si no me invitas a tu boda te mato !

I'm a Super Junior fan
I'm a Dong Bang Shin Ki fan
I'm a FT Island fan
I'm a Johnny's fan

And right now I don't feel good about it ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Yeah, like all the girl I hate to see my favorite singer with someone
But right now I'm ashamed of it
I feel like a kid who doesn't want to give her toy to someone else
I read HeeNim's Cyworld and I felt sorry for them
HeeChul, ChangMin, HongKi, Ikuta...
I like them 
I don't want them to be sad 
I wanna to tell them that everything will be alright
and deep inside I know that it will be a lie

HeeNim is 25 years old (here) 
most of the boy that I know have a girlfiend or are married by then
If that makes him happy
His fans should aceppt it amd support him
or ... we couldn't be called his petals

Kpop, Jpop Musicians Figthing!
Cinderella Fighting!