Trust me, I've been through a lot more than the average guy. For my age, I have seen a lot. I think my soul is at least 40 years old, haha. My goal? Find someone to love before I get too old, I fear being alone the most. Trust me, isn't that the scariest thing you can think of? Being alone. I walk a fine line between depression and happiness whenever I think about this. It's a sappy subject, but its unrelenting since it is a part of the human condition. Our ability to cope with what we have becomes harder and harder. Upon finding my true love, I was complete. I cannot tell you how much it changed my life. Now I understand why you should never let a bird from its cage. That taste of freedom/love will have no comparison with that small space. So now I know what I really am without that someone. I walk it alone, but I walk upright. It's what I do. All day, everyday.