Life is soo confusing.
So complicated..

One day you feel like you're on top of the world.

The next day, you feel like you are just so down that it's going to be hard to get back up.

For the past few months It's been like that
Happy to sad.
Sad to Happy.

Sounds tiring right?
It is.

Sometimes I just want to leave and go somewhere far away.. just by myself..
Alone..so that I wouldn't have to worry about anything else.. except for myself.

I wouldn't have to worry about hurting someone.. or getting hurt..
because i'm all by myself..

sounds depressing right?
It is.

But why is it like this.. you know..
Eveyone tries to stay happy..
But as usual something will go wrong.
Happiness is gone.
Is that fair?

I have a question for you..
Have you ever tried so hard for something that will make you Happy..
And In the end.. you realize you're not getting anything back from it?
I have.

And damn I'll tell you it's not the best feeling.

If I try.. why can't you try too..
so.. i'm not the only one who's doing all the work..

But if you're not willing.. then why not tell me.. so I wouldn't look stupid anymore...
Let's be fair.

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Am i making sense?
because
There's so much feelings and emotions I want to put into words but i don't know how to express it...
and ..I'm tired.

But before I end this.. theres something I want to ask..

Do you..
Do you ..want to try and do exactly the same as i try to do?

So.. I wouldn't feel like this anymore..
So.. So I wouldn't feel tired?
So.. That happiness will stay?

Think about it.. and tell me..

Even even if you tell me that you're not willing to try..
It's better than feeling and looking stupid..
Trying...
For nothing.

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anyways, here is my "authograph" for you.  BE HAPPY! LOL

Don't mind my pic, i just realized.. it kinda looked.. creepy LOL!
you might think it's the Grudge.. but it's really me so no worries :P

http://i40.tinypic.com/rvc6t3.jpg

And heres another one,

http://i42.tinypic.com/wv8p3b.jpg


are you happy? huhhuh :3

爱人，我想你




wo xiang jian ni T_T