O levels, O levels... in three weeks' time.

Afraid, scared, terrified, anxious, nervous, worried...

All kind of weird feelings start happening. I need to optimize my time and better start to work hard and learn smart.

Class has been so quiet these days because almost half of the class hasn't been coming to school. I LOVE IT! Quiet environment equals to good learning environment. I miss some of my classmates but there're some I don't. Those noisy ones of course.

Let me post a brief summary of my first raya experience. I summarised it with one word that is 'FUN'.

Guys got trapped in lift, horror movie scared the shit outta me, breath-taking houses, three compliments of my outfit, awesome malay snacks and the highlight of the whole outing, MY BELOVED MALAY FRIENDS!

To all, thanks for letting me join you guys for raya and thanks Haz for lending me her costume. Thanks all for being so friendly to me. Thanks Zul for being an ass. Thanks everyone for making that day a pleasant day ever! I LOVE MY MALAYS!

Ps. Mama was very mama-ish that day. HAHA!

Well well well... guess what. I'm currently so pissed off right now! Man, I'm supposed to get my Ipod touch todayyyy! LIKE TODAY! But till now, the delivery man hasn't come yet. It's 7pm already. I've already waited for 5 hours? Yeah, 5 I think.

I'm desperate and disstressed right now. LIKE RIGHT NOW. Hope totally crushed into bits and pieces. Literally!

Is it that hard for me to get an Ipod touch? All I do is to pay and get it. WHAT'S SO FREAKING HARD ABOUT IT!

Man, this is tiring.

But anyway, patience Jerene... patience... Aye, whatever. See! I'm so pissed off to the extent that I'm kind of talking to myself.

Okay, fine. I got back my prelims results and it suckssss way to the core. But at least I passed though I didn't study for my chemistry. Haha, got an B3. :D Sweet~ Just wait for my Biology. If it's a B3 too, I think I can get at least an A2. Oh, my maths improved like WOW!

Seriously, I got nothing to blog about. I hate to blog but it's fun to blog too. Just don't like to go through the trouble of phrasing my words and sentences properly.

Azimah, I love you! I know you're reading.

Seriously, I've been so emotional these days. Well, emotional is a bad way. Some negative thoughts just kept cycling inside my mind. Jerene... You're not loved. Jerene... You're all alone now. Jerene... Your friends are not YOUR friends.

You know? These stupid thoughts.

No one knows the answers to them so mind as well just leave them hanging in mid-air like that. I really detest going those emotional routes. I suck at thinking or to be more precise, making decisions. I'm a very indecisive person. I emphasize, VERY.

I think I'm coping myself in this little small world of mine. Just me and only me. That kind of world. Not caring about anything else in the world except KOREAN and well, me.

Ha, LONELY seems to be the word of my day. Man, just sucks.

Why am I even going through emotional breakdown at such young age? I must be getting old. And another contribution to my breakdown, no news about DBSK. I'm so worried for them. And no information of them makes my brain go haywire. Please be fine...

Someone tell me you love me cause I'm feeling unloved.

For me, love solves it all.

Jerene Ng wants to shop badly.

I'm having some money recently because of exams and not going out, staying at home. Haha, I want to get a new bag and thousands of new clothings! I'm looking at http://forever21.com. I forever really love this webby but stocks come and go so quickly that I don't even have the time to think about what I really want. Hate it sia.

Http://zipia.net

Korean paradise, I tell you! I want to get so many things there! Honestly, Korea is the most fashionable country in Asia. That's why I love Korea so much! Haha, not the main point anyway.

Hmm, the strap of my bag broke THEREFORE I need to get a new one! Daddy, I NEED a new bag....

Oh Oh Oh! Guess what, there was a super big cockroach that crawled into my room when I was studying at 3am in the morning. Darn, it's huge! About the size of my thumb! Scary siol. I noticed that my elder brother hasn't sleep so I asked for help but he was timid, I'd say. Asked him to catch, he doesn't have the guts to!

After a long hour of looking for the stupid cockroach, I went to study because couldn't find it. BUT it's scary! I kept hearing noises... noises of the cockroach crawling on some plastics. OH, then it flew from one wall to the other in the room. I nearly screamed but nothing came out cause I was still in shock.

Final word, screamed for daddy to help. And TADA, he's the most brave warrior I've ever seen in my family! He saved me! He killed it and whacked it out! DADDY, I LOVE YOU!

I was so excited because I thought I could actually get my Ipod touch today at the IT Fair at Suntec City. But who knows, there isn't any 32GB or 64GB Ipod touch. There's only an 8GB Ipod touch. Man, and I thought I could get my Ipod touch today!

But I took a cab to Cineleisure Orchard. Guess what, the Apple Store is closed and moved to Ion Orchard.

So my brother and his friend and I walked over to Orchard Ion to look for my Ipod touch. And unfortunately, the store 'Epic centre' sold 32GB Ipod touch for $600+. It's definitely not worth my money cause I saw 64GB Ipod touch online for the same price.

Then! We walked over to Wheellocks to have a look. Hopefully can get my Ipod touch. AHAHAHA! And seriously, today isn't my day! We got the same thing from what we saw in Orchard Ion. 32GB for $600+.

Heaven playing prank on me? 

(I woke up with a bad feeling and this is the result of my bad feeling! Hate it when my instincts are rightttt.)