Well... I suppose its really time to move on now... I mean, it just seems that my life is always filled with crap... and things are just continuing to get worse... I really need to be alone now, with exams coming up and stuff... So, to everyone, thats helped me through the hardest times in my life... I guess, I just have to say- thankyou, and goodbye...

I've watched the past for too much... longingly wishing that things never changed... but I'm in Melbourne High now, I suppose denying the fact is just stupidity... After running multiple cross referencing tests, it appears that I'm currently suffering from clinical depression... But to heal, I need to disappear... My parents aren't making life easy, and pressure continues to build up against me... But then, I suppose all the promises I made will be broken because of this...

I cannot continue anymore, I really need to just somehow merge with my new life, however much I despise it... I despise my parents, their insensitivity... the anger I face every day... And yet, I feel like I'm to blame... I'm sorry about whining to everyone about my problems, I guess I haven't been too helpful- forcing everyone I know unfairly to try and help me...

So, to everyone I leave behind I guess... this is is, goodbye- and goodluck- hopefully you'll have a better shot at life than me, and thanks for being there, through the hardest times... You won't see me as much on MSN and stuff anymore, if you really wanna contact me... just go to my Deviant Art... maybe I'll be on then