I made a cake last night 'n I did wrong again , damn~~~ I cant remember how many time I've made a cake unsuccessfully , I feel very dissapointed of myself , maybe I cant make a cake . I still feel very sad anytime I remember last night's cake . More actually I know my older sister like Donught cake , that's why I tried to make that kind of cake , after mixing everything , I had to wait for 2 hours as tips say , so long and I have nothin' to do do except watching TV but nothin' was good last night , damn~~~ .Then in the last step , i recognized everything got wrong , I couldnt eat wat I made but I dont wanna my sisters or my parent eat them too so one thing I could do at that time is eating them alone .I cant throw them away becoz my parent dont want me to do that , it's very waste so i didnt and ate them alone . It was like I ate rubber tyres . How so sad I am ! Then I went upstair , prepared to go to bed , brushed teeth , washed my face but didnt came to my older sister's room , i couldnt see their face , they would ask me 'bout that cake , what i would be gonna say ???? OMG . I couldnt sleep last night , I thought too much 'bout that cake , my cookin' skill , .... And I felt 'n feelin' very sad . Oh , so poor myself !!!

I'm still waitin' for . When will u tell me ? How long will I have to wait for ? Why re u still keepin' silent ? Let's meet again , I'm really serious . No more kiddin' . But actually i'm not rush , i still wanna play silent game with u . So go ahead . Hope to see u soon . Love u , Sam .

I've just seen " Beauty in each cm  " - a vietnamese film ... oopsss... i don't wanna talk 'bout that film , so waste my time ...

Tomorrow morning , Tony ll arrive to Bangkok , i asked him 'bout civil war at there but he said he doesn't care , he just wanna enjoy his trip , lol so brave he is . By anyway , i haven't forgotten to tell him buy for me a gift and he said candy is ok , lol .

I also 've just met Halley's friend , he's frm Saigon , Halley said his family is rich in Saigon but i found out another character at him , he's a very mean one and always try to show me off his richness , more actually his parent's richness . lol , he's such like a silly boy . Nothing is impressed .

So crazy night with a boring film , a silly guy except one  thing , i bought 4 my older sister a pair of shoes , i think she's pretty like it , not at all but that's ok :p . Also i felt my little sister is jealous becoz i didnt buy 4 her anything . I had an idea to buy  4 her sth but i dont know wat she needs now ... ok time ll answer this question ... lol

Waitin' 4 Tony's gift ... :p ...lol

New year is comin' ... :X

Thanks god , i understand more 'bout everything , realize more 'bout my life , 'bout wat is happening around me . And now i feel :

- really love my family even though sometime it's suck ( may be i'm suck :)) )

- really love my friends , they re all nice and love me .

- really love my buddies , they re really cute . especially i wanna say thank u to my basketball buddy : " Halley , thank u so much , thanks 4 your helpin' . i'm really happy to be friend with u , sorry 4 all troubles i made 4 u , i ll try my best to be strong and i wont get u in trouble anymore but sometime :p "

- really love my life , it's so beautiful , just only me couldnt see that but now i got it , i can see u even though I'm in trouble :)) thx 4 waitin' 4 me . :X

- really thankful 'n greatful 4 my parent ... many words cant be said ... :(    By anyway thank u so much . I changed my hair , love it too . Dont try to straight back meh , i have no idea :p

1. I wanna change my hair ... :">

2. Someone wanna straight back ... lololzzz ... still cool like before ... :))

New year , i'll have many things  , many plans to do.... is it enough to busy ?  ... :))