Lost... this is me right now. I desire to know God evermore, and no matter how much I talk about it to God through prayer, I am left with nothing but silence to listen to. God is far from ignoring me, and by that statement, I don't mean God is not talking to me. I don;t understand where to go or how to get there. As I wrote that, I am reminded of a prayer that Cindy Cambell (pardon if I misspelled her name, it has been a while since I have seen it in print), speaking of 'Eyes and Wings' (listen to the Extreme Disciples CD from Lou Engle to hear it).

Oh God, give me eyes and wings, I am so blind and so weak. I don't know how to walk, nor can I see, and speaking is to difficult. You have broken me, continue if you must, but please show me the way. Come to the blind and open his eyes, come to the deaf and open his ears, come to the lame and heal his limbs, come to the mute and loose his tongue. Come quickly Lord, even so, come quickly!