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Dec 22, 2007

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<font face="arial bl... (Dec 22, 2007 3:07 am)

One evening, the Night had a conversation with the moon... The Night was in love with the Moon yet, Moon didn't notice her even with all her beauty and talents...

Night says...
"Is this as hard as it gets?
Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough.
I'm here if you want me,
I'm your you can hold me..."

Moon looks at Night with painful eyes... To him, she was beautiful. As beautiful as planet Earth he sees from his distance...

Moon says with deep gentleness and kindness ...
"I don't see you...
And I don't need you...
The way I love the sun."

Moon walks away as the Night remains waiting for his love...

The Night says as Moon leaves her...
"This is the place in my heart,
This is the place where I'm falling apart.
Isn't this just where we met
and is this the last chance that I'll ever get?

I wish I was wrongly
instead of just only
crystal and see through and not enough to you."...












***
Got a little help from JOSIE ^^
Current Mood: moodHurt

Dec 17, 2007

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.. (Dec 17, 2007 8:05 am)

The night stays dark as the stars hide,

The stars don't blink in the night so wide,

It fears it's vastness, it's darkness, it's power.

 

The night is indeed dark, vast, and great,

But somehow the stars are making a mistake,

All she wants is for the stars to adore her...

 

But the stars couldn't understand her grief,

And hides and hides... And continues to leave. 

Current Mood: moodBored

Dec 09, 2007

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Here's a confession... ... (Dec 09, 2007 3:08 pm)

Here's a confession...

Something to knock your knickers of your middle part...

I'm not myself lately and I don't know what's gotten into me...

I don't pay attention.

I don't get to sleep.

I need people around me.

Cause I think of stupid things I'm not even suppose to dwell on.








Somebody please talk to me.
Current Mood: moodSad

Nov 27, 2007

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There are times when I conte... (Nov 27, 2007 2:55 pm)

There are times when I contemplate on things I know I shouldn't be contemplating on... But at some point, I feel so scared to reach the level of being insanely stressed out. >.< I'm afraid of what may come out of me or what happen to me after I exert so much of myself and nothing is left for me...~~~

Now, I understand why certain people die in this whole situation. Emotionally, spiritually, and physically even~~~

But I'm gonna do what I should do and keep holding on...

It's just... Really, really hard to jungle everything all in one hand.
Current Mood: moodStressed

Nov 08, 2007

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William Shakespeare wrote; ... (Nov 08, 2007 3:03 am)

William Shakespeare wrote; 'Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds. It is an ever fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken. Love alters not with time’s brief hours and weeks, but bears it out even to the edge of doom.'...

A couple of days ago... I will be honest, I wanted to commit suicide. Not because I was having such a hard time with school or something... (Well, it does give a tinge of anxiety along the way...) But seriously... I wanted to kill myself because I felt so alone. And the sad part was, I didn't know why I felt that way.

I thought... Someone out there must feel as lonely as I do or even worse. That's why I didn't do it. Heck~ I couldn't come close to even doing it. I loved my life too much...

Love?

I don't even have a boyfriend who am I to talk about love?

That's the only thing I lack so far... Besides a cutsie dog...

And you know what... Fucc love. I know, I know... Not having a boyfriend can be lonely sometimes... HECK~ MOST OF THE TIME... But, I remebered what the band Nada Surf said in one of their songs...

"ALWAYS LOVE... HATE WILL GET YOU EVERYTIME."

It doesn't matter if no one loves me... As long as I know, I LOVE.

That's all there is to it...

Right?
Current Mood: moodBummed
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