My nose is running but it's not really that bad ^^ I mean, I'm still ok and functioning pretty well~ XD I was watching LOVE LETTER SEASON 3 since last night and those episodes were long, I didn't even get to finish it!! Haha~ But it was so funny I kept laughing off the seat and laughing myself to sleep last night :D Waaaaah~ Brian and Hwanhee were so hilarious! And JongMin! WAHAHAHAHA ^^ What a dude!!! I'm just raving about it. Oh~ And another thing, the new SM Artist Group. Ok. In my opinion, they're all cute and uhm how should I say this? They all look like really nice girls but come on... Don't they all look alike? SERIOUSLY. I thought it was just one person, I thought they were all YoonAhs. And Jessica's there! Not that I hate her. She's just...THERE :D I am so mean. But whatever. I can't wait to hear JYP's boy group more though!!! Nick Khun is there!!!! WOOHOO~

Hope is a funny thing isn't it? You get it when you lease expect it... Kinda like love. It's when you know somehow you're trapped in a dark place, and then you see a small hole where a light can be seen... That's hope. There are times I get lonely~ That's cause I don't really want to talk about how I feel. But feeling lonely just makes me realize that there's something to look forward to. Or in this case, SOMEONE. :D When I meet him, and know that he's the one... I will never let go.

1.Name: Dia or Paris or Ariel :D 2. age: 20 turning 17 3. birth date: Dec 1 4. gender: When the moon is full...I turn into a boy. :D A really hot one too. 5. school: Hogwarts School Of Witchcraft And Wizardry 6. height: Tall 7. blood type: XXX 8. religion: Catholic 9. loves to: laugh 10. personality: unpredictable 11. when I feel happy: when i get to buy something i wanna buy! 12. my biggest concern right now: if i'd get to sleep early cause i don't get to sleep early lately. *tear* 13. what do you wear to sleep: my skin... :) 14. type of hairstyle I like on boys: Cool and fearless looking. Something sexy. But i don't like guys who are bald. 15. my type of guy: the guy who wrote this. Haha *wink* 16. friends: i love all of them. 17. fave fruit: grapes, mangoes, lychees 18. fave veggie: mushroom and asparagus...i don't know if thats how you spell it. 19. member of the group with best appearance: as in the boys? hmmmm...what do you mean by "best appearance"? as in the one i like the most or the one who i think is handsome? If the look i like the most it would be Jungsu but if gwapo, Donghae. 20. name a pretty woman: DIA PINEDA 21. Prettiest place: Greece and Egypt. 22. fave #s: 12, 1 23. something I want to do right now: drink and play poker :D 24. sad thing: i don't have a boyfriend :( 25. my current mood: yahoohey!! 26. I want to do: what kind of a question is that?!?!?!?! 27. type of kids I like: kids who are really kids. geuts? 28. fave food: french fries and sushi 29. food I hate: anything too tasty. too salty, too sweet, to spicy... 30. shoe size: huge 31. alcohol tolerance: 1...dozen... :D 32. Do you smoke: smoke what?! wahahaha 33. saddest movie: i think Hotel Rowanda's sad...and uhm...well, pretty much depressing and disturbing movies. Ones that really happened. 34. Childhood dream: to have blonde hair. :D 35. I try to: make the most out of life. 36. sleeping time: when I am asleep 37. future dream: to conquer the world. GO BIG TIME NA DIBA!! 38. do you think your face looks funny: wtf?! You think it is??? bring it. 39. something I cook well: Strange things. Hahah! Do you wanna eat? 40. Where I live now: In my house. 41. something I will always remember: cam's crossing over. she's somewhere pretty now...I am sure :D 42. something I say often: lets go out!, i miss you, don't talk to me 43. ever been outside of the philippines: yes. 44. first kiss: want to kiss me? 45. ……. 46. when you meet a boy, what do you notice first: smile 47. if you found one million dollars: ah eh...PARTY NA TOH!!! 48. cutest member: huh? hmmmm...sungmin. 49. funniest member: shindong, eunhyuk, and heechul. all together, i'm gonna get ashthma attack!! :P 50. caring member: uhm...Siwon. 51. scariest member: KANGINNNN and sometimes heechul. 52. happiest member: donghae and sungmin 53. sexiest member: serious? yehsung and siwon 54. dirtiest member: uhhhhh...meaning?? 55. craziest member: heechul 56. kindest member: kibum...yeah... 57. my fave korean phrase: "ip dakcheo" 58. language I want to learn: French...I wanna be fluent. :D and Greek. 59. what do you feel when watching tv dramas: uhm...i get all emotional. depends on what i'm watching. i get really carried away. 60. what do you feel when watching a movie: recharged. 61. eye sight: sore 62. to ease stress I: go shopping and go to a spa and have my nails done and get a massage and eat tiramisu from cibo and drink coffee :D and maybe buy a prada bag. or kate spade. 63. what do you want to learn: how to fly! 64. what do you want to do: skinny dip 65. if your bf is about to die: I will do everything I can to save him 66. when do you hate yourself: i don't. this is indisputable. 67. Opinion on gf/bf relationship before marriage: past is past. whats done is done. 68. life philosophy: risk everything. regret nothing. 69. fave weather: do i have a choice? basta cold. i dont like heat. i get weak. 70. when do you watch movies: when I am bored and if i feel like it. 71. best friend: joanne mabanta and denise galvez. 72. life is: wonderful!! 73. fave drink: yakult. :D or blue hawaiian. 74. …… 75. fave cracker: nova and cheetos twisted puffs 76. what do you do if you get dumped by your bf: ANAK NG...KUYAAAAAAAA!!! 77. a teacher I respect: Dr. Jose P. Rizal. 78. introduce your family: everyone say hi. 79. happiness is: just being alive. :D 80. birthday present I remembered clearly: nothing that great...yet. 81. fave animal: mammal. stuff toy. hahaha. 82. fave plant: marijuana! wahahahahaha. 83. fave season: season 4. hahaha. kiddin. uhm...winter. actually, autumn. not to hot, not too cold. 84. to your enemies: good bye~ 85. choose between friends and lovers: both 86. if tomorrow the earth will explode: I'm the kulprit 87. singing skill: i don't sing. 88. dancing skill: i don't dance. 89. fave lyrics: "every piece of me that wants you, another piece backs away..." 90. fave boy: hmmmmm...hmmmmmm...jungsu. 91. opinion on siblings dating: they're all married, hunnie. 92. opinion on gay people: oh you mean heechul?!?!?!?! :P 93. if I die tomorrow: i'll rise again after three days. :D depends if i'm not tamad. hahaha. 94. when do you want to get married: when i'm ready to get to that level of committment. 95. 20 years from now: I love you/ 96. places I want to go: Greece, Egypt, Korea, Japan, Maldives 97. email: alot. 98. to the readers: hello... :D 99. fave part on my body: my chest. 100. last words: tadada! Now, I CAN PEE :D

I was on my way to school this morning when I heard this song from a band I'm not really familiar with. There was a line that went like, "be careful what you wish for... Because they all might actually come true..." And then I thought~ Maybe they were right. Here I am wishing for all these things, and what if they all happen? I wouldn't know what to do with all of them. Instead of it being an ACTUAL "dream come true", it might even be a curse... Hay~ But I do wish one of them really comes true. XD

I'm the type of person who's really confused~

There are some times I don't know how to react to certain things that I tend to just smile at it...

But deep down...

I'm hurt.

And it's painful.

Maybe it's my own doing too and my own choice...

But right now...