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Apr 18, 2008

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<font face="impact,c... (Apr 18, 2008 8:18 am)

Finally, I got the time to write something decent.

It's been like ages since I last wrote something here and my Multiply. My book hasn't even been updated yet since I arrived in the US. T.T

Oh frustration dwell upon thy head~~~~~ Grrr.

Anyway, so lately my root canal has been buggin' me. Soooooo much I can't even eat properly. And I fear that at some point, I opened up the wound. T.T I wanna go back home to my house, my bed, my bathroom, and my wonderful friends~~<3 I miss them so.
Current Mood: moodSick
ScorpionKnight
ScorpionKnight
Aug 25, 2008 7:29 pm

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Apr 06, 2008

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<span class="Apple-s... (Apr 06, 2008 10:28 pm)

Please baby cant you see
My minds a burnin hell
I got razors a rippin and tearin and strippin
My heart apart as well
Tonight you told me
That you ache for something new
And some other woman is lookin like something
That might be good for you

Go on and hold her till the screaming is gone
Go on believe her when she tells you
Nothings wrong
But Im the only one
Wholl walk across the fire for you
Im the only one
Wholl drown in my desire for you
Its only fear that makes you run
The demons that youre hiding from
When all your promises are gone
Im the only one

Please baby cant you see
Im trying to explain
Ive been here before and Im locking the door
And Im not going back again
Her eyes and arms and skin wont make
It go away
Youll wake up tomorrow and wrestle the sorrow
That holds you down today

Go on and hold her till the screaming is gone
Go on believe her when she tells you
Nothings wrong
But Im the only one
Wholl walk across the fire for you
Im the only one
Wholl drown in my desire for you
Its only fear that makes you run
The demons that youre hiding from
When all your promises are gone
Im the only one
Current Mood: moodAngry
ScorpionKnight
ScorpionKnight
Aug 25, 2008 7:32 pm

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Apr 02, 2008

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<div align="right&qu... (Apr 02, 2008 12:24 pm)

Sometimes, I feel so alone... Do you ever get that feeling? I'm sure alot of people do. I mean, they can't blame themselves because they put their happiness on other people's hands... But I wonder, what else can human kind do? WE DO IN GENERAL PUT OUR HAPPINESS in other people's hands... The people who say "you should be strong" or "come on, you should live for yourself and forget all about those people..." SUCH HYPOCRISY! Have they asked themselves if these words could even be applied to them?!

Our lives depend on people.

They do.

Whether we hate it or not... What else can we do? That's how it goes, ever since the beginning of time, Eve depended on Adam... If they were head over heels in love with each other, I don't really give a blah. The bottom line is, I believe that people feel lonely because other people make them feel so. Besides lacking sleep, grade points, food, money... They lack the assurance of other people wanting to be with them.

The evil of this word comes in the weirdest form...

Ergo the drama.
Current Mood: moodIrritated
ScorpionKnight
ScorpionKnight
Aug 25, 2008 7:34 pm

ok

Mar 23, 2008

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<div align="center&q... (Mar 23, 2008 2:28 am)

please... don't take him away from me.
please... i rather have you kill me than take him away.
please...
Current Mood: moodSad
ScorpionKnight
ScorpionKnight
Aug 25, 2008 7:36 pm

he is vanishing

Mar 16, 2008

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.. (Mar 16, 2008 6:50 pm)

Have you ever been in love? Ha~ Whatta question... :) I'm sure you have.

Sometimes it drives you insane doesn't it?

Well... Here we go. I'm digressing i know but, what else can I do? I'm his... And he could do anything he wants to me. Whether it hurts or it doesn't.

He and I had something beautiful
But so dysfunctional, it couldn't last
I loved him so but I let him go
'Cause I knew he'd never love me back

Such pain as this
Shouldn't have to be experienced
I'm still reeling from the loss,
Still a little bit delirious

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

You and I have something different
And I'm enjoying it cautiously
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard
To get back to who I used to be

He's disappearing
Fading suddelly
I'm so close to being yours
Won't you stay with me
Please

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I am
Better where you are
I only know that I belong
Where you are

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
Though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on

Near to you, I am healing
But it's taking so long
'Cause though he's gone
And you are wonderful
It's hard to move on
Yet, I'm better near to you.

Yet, I'm better near to you.
Current Mood: moodHurt
ScorpionKnight
ScorpionKnight
Aug 25, 2008 7:45 pm

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