I was talking to my friend Christine earlier and the conversation we had was sort of... Well, should I say, unique? ^^

9:49:41 PM Dia: Ang drama ng status mo ah~
9:49:42 PM Dia: hahaha
9:49:57 PM Christine De Los Reyes: haha yeah i know.. but i love it.
9:50:03 PM Christine De Los Reyes: doesnt it make you wonder?...
9:50:50 PM Dia: No... Simple, stars are there to remind us the beauty the world has to offer. with or without us. and like wise, we humans are here for the stars in return to let them know they're not alone ^^
9:51:19 PM Dia: pero in fairness... ganda ng status mo :) inspired ka ba?
9:56:56 PM Christine De Los Reyes: hahaha i guess you could say that...
9:57:21 PM Christine De Los Reyes: hmm.. how'd you know we're here for the stars?? i mean.... i think absolutely think that the stars are here for us.
9:57:41 PM Dia: depends on the person? it's like... is the glass half empty or half full
9:57:42 PM Dia: :D
9:57:50 PM Christine De Los Reyes: hahaha i guess..
9:58:21 PM Christine De Los Reyes: but actually pwede din eh.. like in star dust.. they think humans are great since we fall in love...
9:58:22 PM Christine De Los Reyes: hahaha. wala lang.
9:58:37 PM Dia: :D whatever it is... it's just heavenly ^^
9:58:44 PM Christine De Los Reyes: lol yuuup haha.

Time heals all things... Do you actually believe that? I... Don't know if it would be better for me to or not. Have you ever lost someone who's been too close to your heart that when he said good-bye... A whole just ripped from where that beat comes from inside your body?

The stages of grief or whatever you call it, kept running through my mind this morning. Which stage was I in? Denial? Anger? Depression?... Those are the only three things I know so far. Is it possible to have all three in one stage? In my case then?

He should've warned me. At least it would've been better wouldn't it? Then this wouldn't be necessary.

Necessary...

Ha.

Ok. I'm laughing alone now.

Sorry for my temporary insanity.

I don't think I can type further... My hands are trembling...

I want to tell you the truth... Because right now, you mean so much to me...

It's not about the parties, it's not about how many beers I take.

It's not the clothes, the make-up, the cars... And the money... It's not the guys who are hot and cute...

If it means having you beside me, holding your hand, kissing you anytime I want, and telling you words no one else will hear..

I would... Give up...

10,000 parties, 500 bottles of Absolute, P50,000 worth of clothes, make-up, and all the cars I use... The money... And the guys? They won't matter. Because to me... You're the only.

Want you to know that you make me happy~




Want you to know that you make me sad...

Never thought that I'd love someone... That was someone else's dream.