Do you really know what exactly how it feels when you lose? haha. Then you tried your best to teach the losers but after all you've done, they did not do what you've taught them? I exprienced that this day [ January 19, 2009 (morning) ]

My classmates and I, always have practice on our free time at school, i always teach them what to do, but i missed class for 2 days because I'm sick. Actually, Im supposed to be the one of the dancers in our team. When i went to school last friday, i don't feel well that much but still i have to teach them, Coz i am the one to be their Instructor. I told them, that they have to relaxed and feel that they are always practicing :)) but when the competition comes. They did not do what i taught them, and it pains me a lot. i cried because im in pain :( but i smiled after that :)) i told them that, if they do the steps that i taught them, (coz its unique from the others), we'll win. But its a part of life. We don't always need to win. :)

But i don't even say Hi to them. Still Im in pain because of what they've done, but its ok. time can heal this pain. :) hahaa.