Around the world, it really disgusts and makes me angry some countries that do not have democracy and instead have bad governments, do not respect human rights, in fact I don't think these governments even care one bit about the basic human rights violations they are doing everyday. Some countries are worse than others. For me as a person who loves democracy, peace and equal rights for all, it makes me wonder why do the developed countrires with the better governments and laders who are aware of what's going do something about it? People like Bush, Cheney, Chertoff, Blair, Rice, and other leaders know what's going on but Britian, France, South Korea, Japan, and the United States don't take a more proactive approach to the oppressive governments by boycotting their products and putting sanctions on the countries? The totalitarian governments oppress, torture, beat, execute, imprision, and send people to labor camps where they are then tortured brutally there too, they also go and kill there own people by shooting them, rolling over them with tanks, killing hundreds of them and these people are unarmed civilians! Public execution in front of children and starving people to death as a form of torture also happens. People are sometimes arrested and thrown in jail without trials too, where they are also tortured there too! Iran and China execute the most people in the world and one of the worst culprits of these practices. North Korea ia worst in the world and with the Darfur crisis contuinng in Sudan, they are also have the janjaweed milita raping the women bceause they are women and killing the men and children too. In North Korea, the people are starving and the Kim regime tortueres, does public excution in front of children, and beats and kills it people in labor camps and the people are grouped into people's communes so that the government can report on their whereabouts. Finally, in China, they repress people who are relgious like the Uhighur Muslims, the Falun Gong, are tortured and opressed brutally and the Tibetan  Bhuddists are also as the March 2008 riots in Lahasa attest. In additon, the Chinese government has a draconian Internet serverlliance progam with 30,000 cyber cops who force the poeple to login into a special login so that all of their e-mails are monitered and the people are not allowed to have "freedom", "equal rights or human rights" in their e-mails and they can't criticized the Chineese government  in their e-mails. Of course people are also tortured and beaten and killed sometimes by the government if the government suspects them of participating in behavior that the Chinese government thinks these people are a threat their power in the Politburo Standing Comittee and the ability of the communist leaders like Hu Jintao and Wen Jiabao to stay in power,  just like in North Korea with Kim regime and North Korea is an enemy and China is supposed to be an ally! Why can 't we wake up to the oppression around the world and boycott, refuse to travel to, and sanction these countries until the governments change and make political reform? I want to do that.  I hope it will work.

Well, it does not seem like I will get a gf anytime soon because I just don't seem cool for girls I guess. I tried to date and stuff and to get one, but it just seems a lost cause for me and I am giving up for now. A friend of mine is not dating either and I am basically am doing the same thing. I have gone out with girls and I am nice and kind enough certainly, but it nver seems to get serious and the girl never seems to feel the same way about it as I do, so I am giving up for now. I don't want just any girl, I want the right person, that special someone, but I just have not found that person, so I am giving for right now until the right person  does come around. I am 23 now, so it has taken this long for me, so I am not that hopeful about it happening anytime soon. That is sad, but that is just my life right now, oh well I am fine.

What the hell is going on here? I have been like trapped in a box lately and my so called "friends", have not been there at all. They don't call even though they know my phone number, they don't e-mail even though they know my e-mail adress, and they don't write in my guestbook on facebook and myspace. They are supposed to be my friens, but they sure don't act like it, do they care at all? I am on the verge of leaving myspace and facebook anyway because I hate them and my friends I have on there are from school and supposed to be old friends, but they ignore me and it is wrong and I am really hurt right now. My family at least cares, why don't more of my so-called "friends"? Friendship is supposed to be very important, sometimes depending on the friendship, more important than gfs or bfs are, in my life I have always had trouble making friends in the first place and the fact that they are not they are not there for me right now really hurts. I am also talking about my "friends" where I live too, they are same, not there for me. I don't what to do about this, can somebody here help me with this? I am frustated and hurt about it, thank you.

I'm all busted up, broken bones and nast cuts, accidents will happen, but this time I get up. She comes to check on me, making sure I am okay, after she is the one who put me in this state. Is she ultraviolet or she disturbed? I better tell her I love her, befor she does all over again, oh god she is killing me. Looking out my window, for someone that is passin by, know one know I am locked in here all I do is cry. She takes good care of me making sure I am on my knees, after she is the one who put me in this state, oh yes. Is she ultraviolet or is she disturbed? I better tell her I love her, after all, she is the one who put me in this state.

I fell really upset today because I am still alone with no gf. I have never even had a girl tell me she likes me more than a friend and I am a very nice and sweet boy but still no girl has told she likes me in that way. It is so frustating and I am 23! I never had a gf in high school and now I am in college it is the same and it seems it is so hard for my life to change and for things to be more how I want them to be, and this includes girls which I always had trouble with. This does not mean I am mean to girls or don't like them or have driven them away immaturity, just the opposite, I am very kind and sweet to girls, I just am shy and I have not found the right person I guess.  I worried about this though, and I am not very happy about it, I am more sad and cofused and kind of frustated about it actually.