Am I wrong?
This is what I always wanted, yet I don't feel quite right.
My heart aches so much right now but I can't even shed tears from the pain.
Too many things are running through my head.
Too much pain.....
I'm not afraid of anything yet I am afraid of myself.
What have I done?
Am I really wrong?
Who am I?
I don't know myself anymore...

So yeah, it snowed A LOT in colorado. I had much fun yesterday too.
I went outside in the morning and ran in the snow, made snow angels, had a lot of fun like a puppy seeing the snow for the first time and got incredible sick right after!
Hahahaha it was fun and I will never do it again... Lol. I know I need to reply to those who've commented but I feel really light headed right now so I will get back to you soon! ^ ^;

Ughhhhh, insomnia sucks -_-
At least I got some guitar practicing done.
I played my guitar until I started to bleed from my fingers, literally.
And I made a headdress.
It was fun except I'm dead tired now.

Does anyone believe in past life?
I've been having strangest drems for years.
In my dreams, I become someone else and I know these people I've never met in my life.
It's always in 3rd person view so I can see everyone that are in my dream, including myself.
It's really strange.
I don't look like me in my dreams but I just know that it's me.
And I just know the people around me.
They're my friends or my family members or just someone I know.
And there's this one person I always meet.
Sometimes, I'd be in a different place and I have different looks but we always recognize each other.
But whenever I wake up from my sleep, I don't remember.
I don't remember how that person or I looked, or what the person's name was.
And it's driving me nuts because I feel like I shouldn't forget who that person was.
But today in my dream, I finally got to meet that person in real life.
Like, I was who I am now, and I met this person.
I was just walking down the street and our eyes met.
And the moment our eyes met, we just stopped and stared at each other.
Then that person came very close to me,
We stared at each other for a long time.
Then when that person was just about to say something, I woke up.
And I still don't remember how that person looked or what that person's name was.
I keep saying this/that person, because I don't remember if that person was a male or female.
It just bothers me to death because I just wanna know who this person is.

Haha, I know I haven't been making any real journal entries lately.

But I've been doing pretty good.

I've been taking some guitar lessons and sewing lessons.

Whice are very fun!

Sewing is sooo much fun.

I have so much fun making stuff.

This is like, AWESOME~~!!

Anyway, I made some seaweed wrapped vegie beef potato noodle tempura tonight.

It was so goooood~~! XD

Food makes me happy!!

I'm gonna try to make sukiyaki tomorrow XD