Going to Korea 12:30a.m.

E.s.t6.12.05:Its been almost.. a year that I have been waiting, throwing away my man's pride for you to come back to me after our relationship has ended..I never went out with any other nor thought of having a new gf because my mind was filled with you.. I tried and tried to wait even tho my friend says to me.. dont wait and tell me i'm stupid to wait for a person to come back.. but i was still hoping you would come back at least once from looking what i have gone through.. but instead.. your just going on and on to a different person like the reason that had to ended up our relationship.. now, i kind of learned that once a girl finds other guy.. they won't come back and never look back to the person they loved before.. wished i knew this earlier then I wouldn't had to throw away my pride away,kept waiting, and let you go. As I was talking to you yesterday after such a long time.. you told me to move on and acted total different cold person..not seeing the warm person that i used to know in my memory. when i read "move on",  my sight was getting blurr and started dripping little by little without any sound.. thinking that my hopes of 1year meant nothing and were there just for to be perished. And i think you are right.. its time for me to move on, its been almost a year already and i still don't see any sign of you coming back nor opening your mind.. which made me feel babo.. But I thank you, that through out the time when i was waiting.. i have learn new things and.. hope it will make me a better guy then i was before

Not a good valentine's day =/

Wasted 50min of my time wrapping chocolate and couldn't give it to the person i was looking for cuz i found out she has bf.. now my chocolate is lying on the table staring at me and begging me to eat it, and I lost my important dark-brown cross necklace..T_T!!