I got back from the SM Entertainment Global Auditions yesterday. It went so wonderful!!! so i went in and got in line and got the registration forms and filled them out in the waiting room. Then we had to go back outside and line up and give them to the attendees(which i think wasnt a good idea to make us go back outside and line up again). So i got number 125 and everyone got called by tens, i waited like 3 hours till 120-130 was called @___@ i was starving and didn't think i would be able to sing. So i get called out and they made two rooms since it was getting crowded(i hear there was about 600 people maybe more by the time i left o.o) and i still had to wait about half an hour since there was about ten people ahead of me. So i talked to these two girls who were really pretty and i thought they were 18 or so and they told me they were only 14 and 15 i was just shocked XD

So i get called in with them and one dude who danced and a girl who sang. Everyone who went before me 1-122 said the judges never say anything or comment you and are strict and if you get nervous they hate it. so some people worried. so i get called in with the other four and the two girls did there walk but the judges didnt say anything so i though ok well they wont say anything for me either right. So i said my name,age and what i was going to do. So i sang and there was a short pause and the guy said i did a great job then he asked me who my fav. member of Suju was. i was surprised that he was interested in me and i told him it was Siwon and then he asked me how i learned about SM and i told him about 4 years ago from a friend and he also asked if i liked any other groups and i told him DBSK and The Trax, and he was surprised that i knew about The Trax for some reason then he talked to the other judge and mentioned i knew the trax and he pointed at my registration sheet(maybe because i put down that i knew guitar and drums and it caught their attention?) Then they made us all dance which was weird, i only knew 5 moves so i just repeated them in a different order XD.well i it went amazing and after i left the other 4 people told me i did a great job and i that i was sure to win =]

I get the results on October 19th ^________^ i'm so happy and excited!!!!

After about 5 months of training i'm off to reach my goal. I've practiced and practiced so much for the SM Global Auditions that i cant last another day without thinking about it. It passes my mind every now and then. I'm heading for LA on Friday night, i'm so excited and nervous, not the scared nervous, but the really happy and excited nervous that you get when you cant wait for something. I know the odds are against me to get accepted but i'm going to do my best and not think of the negative aspects because you can't be truly happy unless your doing something you truly enjoy without worry, and are just plunged into the movement. That's what i'll be doing, so no more negative thoughts and let the positive take me over. I'll come back a winner no matter what.

I'm going to audition for SM Entertainment, it'll be a rough road training everyday but it'll be worth it! gunna give it 200%!!! i'm saving up for this to go to California, or Washington, or Texas, whichever one i think is best, or i just might go to all 3!! lol. I'm gunna be auditioning with Suju's Dont Don and drumming TRAX's It's A Monster (^-^) i hope they recognized me enough to make me a trainee!! i'll be all giddy and happy and try to be energetic as i can XP well that is if i dont get nervous >.< i hope i don't!!! I've been having dreams about me being a trainee and meeting groups of SM already XD and i've been seeing some people that look familiar to Suju members o.0 is it a sign?? lol well i'm too because i got my new korean clothes a shirt is in my new picture i have up ^^ oh oh and i'm also buying Rosetta Stone for Korean..it's a software that teaches you any language really fast, faster than any other program and everyone uses it. like the government and busisness people. Mainly the one goal i have for this summer is to practice for the SM Auditions, i'll be praying at night for this oppurtunity, see you soon! Fighting!!!

-Alex

Hello everyone!!! Today is so boring >_________<  nothing to do.I got this cool game RockBand awhile ago and i love playing the drum set   =D  hopefully i might actually get to learn how to play drums once i move to washington and i get some lessons. Right now im also downloading some music videos of The Trax.Do you know who they are? heres some photos of them.Their drummer Rose left the band unfortunetely =/ he's the one with long black hair on the left



well nothing really new with me.Hope everyone had a great Valentine's Day, tell me about it if you'd like =]

Well now that Christmas is over the new year is coming!2007 has been so great, i learned so much this year, possibly the most i've ever had.I've grown a lot and have become a better person.I'm really determined to get somewhere with my acting in 2008, i just know i'll get onto tv somehow.2008 will also be awesome because i get to move back to Washington! I'm really happy.Also I'll be able tog et a job and drive ^_^

Hope everyone has a great New Year and spend it with everyone you love and care for.