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Jan 10, 2010

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new add (Jan 10, 2010 6:52 am)

blog site has since moved!!

http://caliyums.blogspot.com

Jan 05, 2010

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No Title (Jan 04, 2010 8:21 am)

I've been everywhere, looking for an answer
I've been in and out, of every place in town
I've been checking out, looking for a reason
I just can't seem to work it out, which every way I choose
Oh I've been missing you
I'm missing you

I miss your kiss
I miss your touch
Can't get used to it baby
I miss you so much
I'm missing you

Dec 20, 2009

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No Title (Dec 19, 2009 11:33 am)

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction

For the way you took the idea that i had
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing...

For the ending of my first begin
(And) For the rare and unexpected friend

For the way you're something that I'd never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again...

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
when you were here i had no idea...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

My accidental happily (ever after)
The way you smile and how you comfort me (with your laughter)

I must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed
when you were here i had no idea...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

Who knew knew that I could be...
So unexpectedly...
Undeniably happy (yeah)
With you right here, right here next to me...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed
when you were here i had no idea...

You're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here, always...

...Now it's so clear, I need you here always..

Dec 07, 2009

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No Title (Dec 07, 2009 8:10 am)

i freaking hate stuffs like that.

i hate to be kept in the dark. you either tell me or u can simply leave me out of your life, FOR GOOD. dont tell me later when the "later" doesnt come. when the day close, when there's is no answer to the "later", then dont tell me a later to begin with.

i hate such cheap talk.

maybe i'm blogging in a bout of anger and will come to regret what i wrote. but.. at the moment. this is what i feel.

if i have failed to understand and have misunderstood any part of you. sound it before it too late.

Dec 05, 2009

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No Title (Dec 04, 2009 6:18 pm)

i realise it's always towards the end of the year where many joyous stuffs happening, but there too are many, many, MANY saddening stuffs that happen.

the joyous stuffs never get to me. somehow i'm always affected by the non-joyous stuffs. and so they say "tis the season to be jolly". HAH! i doubt it. in our own happiness, we do not or probably are too blinded by our activities that we do not see the non-joyous stuffs.

i'm sorry if i cant write in good english. i cant think now.

let us all hope the sad stuffs will pass and yeah..

take care peeps


i do not have faith in myself to live well. i do not wish to be anyone's agony. let me be taken away, this instance if possible. please take care of the people around me as i could no longer be there to do so. wells, that's if i'm taken away this instance. but i'll tread on nonetheless cos i know that's pretty impossible..


I have nothing left to give
I have found the perfect end
You were made to make it hurt
Disappear into the dirt
Carry me to heaven's arms
Light the way and let me go
Take the time to take my breath
I will end where I began

And I will find the enemy within
Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Dear Agony

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

Suddenly
The lights go out
Let forever
Drag me down
I will fight for one last breath
I will fight until the end

And I will find the enemy within
Because I can feel it crawl beneath my skin

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

Leave me alone
God let me go
I'm blue and cold
Black sky will burn
Love pull me down
Hate lift me up
Just turn around
There's nothing left

Somewhere far beyond this world
I feel nothing anymore

Dear Agony
Just let go of me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Don't bury me
Faceless enemy
I'm so sorry
Is this the way it's gotta be?
Dear Agony

I feel nothing anymore
    Current Music: breaking benjamin - dear agony
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