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Aug 05, 2009

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No Title (Aug 05, 2009 12:09 am)

You wanna feel/you're never walking
You see your feet/from off the ground
and when you leave/there's no one talking
you slowly breathe/and look around

I know/you're the loneliest person I know
just a flag in the wind that wont blow
just a tear rolling down the window

You cut your lip/and now you're freaking
Another friend/becomes a foe
You try to leave/but they offer candy
Another time/you wont say no

I know/you're the loneliest person I know
just a flag in the wind that wont blow
just a tear rolling down the window

You see that I know/you're the loneliest person I know
Just a blade in the grass/that won't grow
Just a hand holding on to let go

Time is a train...
Time is a train...
Leading you nowhere...
Leading you nowhere.

A second page/ you reach a chapter
You're on the phone/but no one's there
Another thing you can't keep after
Another time you're left alone

I know/you're the loneliest person I know
just a flag in the wind that wont blow
just a tear rolling down the window

You see that I know/you're the loneliest person I know
Just a blade in the grass/that won't grow
Just a hand holding on to let go

You see that I know/you're the loneliest person I know
Just a fly living in the back row
Just a slap in the face that wont show

Aug 04, 2009

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No Title (Aug 04, 2009 8:12 am)

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup
When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you can feel the world shake from the words that I said

And I’m calling all angels
And I’m calling all you angels

And I won’t give up if you don’t give up 
I won’t give up if you don’t give up 
I won’t give up if you don’t give up 
I won’t give up if you don’t give up 

I need a sign to let me know you’re here
'Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me

And I’m calling all angels
And I’m calling all you angels

When children have to play inside so they don’t disappear
While private eyes solve marriage lies cause we don't talk for years
And football teams are kissing queens and losing sight of having dreams
In a world where all we want is only what we want until it’s ours

And I’m calling all angels
And I’m calling all you angels
And I’m calling all angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
And I’m calling all you angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
Calling all you angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
Calling all you angels
(I won’t give up if you don’t give up)
Calling all you angels

Aug 03, 2009

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No Title (Aug 03, 2009 8:42 am)

Pack up all my care and woe,
Here I go,
Singing low,
Bye bye blackbird,
Where somebody waits for me,
Sugar's sweet, so is she,
Bye bye
Blackbird!

No one here can love or understand me,
Oh, what hard luck stories they all hand me,
Make my bed and light the light,
I'll be home late tonight,
Blackbird bye bye.

Pack up all my care and woe,
Here I go,
Singing low,
Bye (bye) bye (bye) blackbird.
(tchoo tchoo tchoo tchoo tchoo tchoo)
Where somebody waits for me,
Sugar's sweet, so is she,
Bye (bye) bye (bye) blackbird.
(tchoo tchoo tchoo tchoo tchoo tchoo)

No one here can love or understand me,
Oh, what hard luck stories they all hand me,
(Oh oh oh oh)
Make my bed, light that light,
I'll be home late tonight,
Blackbird...

Make my bed and light the light,
I'll be home late tonight,
Leave you bird jet in the sky
Toodle oo!
Farewell!
Bye bye!

Blackbird
(Blackbird,Blackbird)
We'll take the flying little blackbird bye!

Aug 02, 2009

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No Title (Aug 02, 2009 7:16 pm)

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's room to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And
did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you
Even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself

And did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And did you fall for a shooting star
Fall for a shooting star
And are you lonely looking for yourself out there

Current Mood: moodHopeful     Current Music: electrico - what do you see

Jul 31, 2009

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No Title (Jul 30, 2009 10:23 am)

it's been a wk. i need to start looking for others! gosh. but i'll try again later (:


went walkies with my mum then up came this lady from China. in her frantic self, she asked me where is "ren li bu". given the pathetic command of my mandarin i could hardly make sense out of what she was saying. so i looked at my mum who said.. 2 traffic lights down the road. boy was she lucky my mum was with me!

oh wells.. it's not that i have a super bad command of my chinese. it's just that my mind was caught up with some other stuffs n could not focus on her frantic words. they simply didnt make any sense to me.


you know what i really hate? to clear up after people. why cant people just clear up their own mess?! why is it that they always depend on others to do it for them? people do not offer free clean up services you know? oh god.. please educate these people.. am really tired..


n stop ignoring others for the things that they have done for you! people do not do things for nothing. yes, we do not seek any returns. not ever. but hello?? just dont return our kindness with your ignorance. when noone's here to help u ever again, dont go running to others for help. noone will be there for you anymore. everyone's tired.


i guess.. the paras below speak of what i truly feel.

How is it that those we love

Are those we hurt the most

Why is it so easy for them to disappoint

But so hard to make us proud

What makes us so impossible to please

A reaction that lets them think they have let us down


Love works in very curious ways

Allowing such relationships to occur

Where we just push and push

Knowing that your pupil is capable of more

Getting them to overstep their parameters

To reach new heights and accomplish more


So unrelenting and severe it may seem

This odd practice that we have

That only the strongest can survive

They go beyond all expectations without a single crackup


As for the rest, the majority

They cannot stand the constant, heavy burden

To have to always have to be something more

They can only go so far

Like silly putty, it only stretches so much

Their psyche can only stretch so far, so fast

It needs more time to warm it up


Still you ignore their helpless pleas

So their souls crack open and bleed

Bleeding the will to live

To persist and survive

Now they do not feel safe anymore

Thinking they aren't adequate enough to deserve to live

So deep inside they die


And your so busy with getting them to change

That you no longer realize the change

Their once sweet smile is now sour and bitter

Filled with resentment and loving

They go through life a broken soul

Ready to conform without thought

To those up higher on the ladder

Those who were able to come out unscathed

The majority no longer try to please

Only getting by with minimal effort


Next time you find yourself expecting more

Remember to please give them more time

Show them you're proud of the progress they've made

They need your affection so they know that you care

So they always know you will be there for them


If you cultivate their soul and love them unconditionally

Someday they will succeed and love all living things

Achieve more than the most optimistic of thoughts would permit

This confident, loving push

Will drive them to be the best that they can be

And with this they can change the world

So it can finally be full of peace and love

    Current Music: black eyed peas - i gotta feeling
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