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Jun 07, 2009

i trust, have faith and beli... (Jun 06, 2009 9:34 am)

yes yes.. after it all..

i still believe, have faith and trust that there's love ALL around us. love in you and i, people and everyone/everything around us!

and that love NEVER goes away, no matter what (:

and everybody, believe in what i believe in.. manifest the good in life, and we can double/triple the goodness on this little place called, earth! (:

Current Mood: mood

Inspired Current Music: taylor swift - you belong with me

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Jun 06, 2009

life's vicious cycle.. ... (Jun 05, 2009 9:07 am)

out of the vicious cycle i'm going.. you can have fun and continue to ride it.

cos you chose to believe in smth that has no return and fail miserably to see what's in front of you.

to you ignorance is bliss?

i HATE to be ignored.

so let this be a 她和他的故事 and i'll just be a 它 to you i guess?

do you think i understand? if thinking of her is a pain to you, WHY even think? i fail to understand WHY am i such an idiot. WHY i fail to see too. it's just because.. we all chose to IGNORE the facts in front of us. especially me. WHY do i want to be part of the vicious cycle to begin with? cos i believed. BUT wth.. it's arghs.. WTH..

BUT I STILL BELIEVE!! in you and "us".. if there was an "us" to begin with.. yeah.. wth.. i still believe at the end of it all.. till one fine day.. whatever n whatever, then i'll not believe.

You're on the phone with your girlfriend
shes upset.
Shes going off about something that you said
'Cuz she doesn't, get your humor like I do...
I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like i do

But she wears short skirts
I wear T-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see, you
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn't this easy

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
Shes cheer captain and
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know
Baby....
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh
I remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And i know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me...

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time
How could you not know
Baby you belong with me
You belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me

You belong with me...

HAH! yeah.. like real. noone belongs to anyone. i used to think.. it may be true.. but now.. it's smth called. whatever.

but it all can change.. with the switch of a view point. ah... humans.. jialats creatures we all are.

Current Mood: mood

Irritated Current Music: pink - sober

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Jun 04, 2009

my little dream of nostalgia (Jun 04, 2009 12:46 am)

dreamed a little dream of her n i was pleasantly surprised (:

this was one of the last shows we watched together and the song to the show came to me in the dream.

万物中你我
一息间错摸
种因结果
然后万劫不复
明明灭灭目光交错
苦海点猛火
是你闪身路过
竟勾引着我
为你牺牲已注定
似身染绝症
偿尽你的砒霜要我命
连累我眼睛
挂念有声
轮回在
生生死死感情才尽兴
可笑爱情为殉情
大半生沦落至此
不过为证明
短促泡沫泡影
朝花晚拾仍然能尽兴
早已注定难安定
遗憾最终证实时间
汹涌能磨灭风景
但最舍不得的是这份情
问是否有个
贪花可结果
爱少怨多
黄梁梦惹的祸
寻寻觅觅电光闪过
空得到痛楚
万法心经念破
甘于去犯错
用你砒霜救我命
我不怕任性
情愿至死心境至冷静
忘掉了眼睛
我就看清
轮回在
生生死死感情才尽兴
可笑爱情为殉情
不过为证明
朝花晚拾仍然能尽兴
早已注定难安定
遗憾最终证实时间
汹涌能磨灭风景
若永不可超生
亦也为情

well on a lighter note.. this is another song to the same show.

夢半醒　我方知這樣寒冷
何謂愛　無非淒風苦雨間
流著血　紅著眼　就算多轉幾個彎
明日縱酒醒　宿醉未散

＊尋常一對到頭來　毫無樂趣
然而呼喊痛哭拉扯可是對
為何燒到猛火裡　我都不介意伴隨

話我知　這生醒了又再醉
問蒼天　有幾多快活兒女＊

我顫抖　你的嘴帶熱還冷
沉下去　沉於枕邊黑髮間
明是錯　無力挽　讓愛主宰這瞬間
何用理悲歡哭笑聚散

and my dear gm knows.. the following song is my all time fav.. my mum didnt even know! lols.. cos one evening she asked.. this is your fav song isnt it? i was like.. what?? how'd you know? and wells... all she did was smiled back.. ah.. the connection.. fabulous. (: wells.. why is it my fav? cos.. that's how many couples are now. really.. somehow in the world that we live in now.. it's hard to find someone who will yeah, share their thoughts with you openly. they are afraid of this and that. okays.. this and that being: if A tell B this, B will react in this certain manner. so A will rather not say just to avoid B's reaction. well.. c'mon! to me.. we cant just assume that hey.. B will react liddat and just avoid everything altogether! thoughts should be communicated openly and freely and if B really reacted in the way A assumed, then somehow or rather when B settles her emotions, she will come talk to A and wells.. wont the problem be solved? and yeah of cos B should do some self reflection? LOLs.. ah.. humans.. so ever unpredictable and yeah.. whatever.. life's a crazy and wonderful journey.. it will be.. cos.. heaven is a place on earth, if u believe it to be. HAHAs.. well well.. dont know why the sudden good vibes in me but HOPE it continues! (:

跟你抱着未等于爱上

不再抱着未等于不想

你我在这分钟

说过无缘再见

下秒钟再凑巧碰上

即使一起貌合却又神离

分隔两地日夜挂着愁眉

再各自结新欢

却暗地拿你去比较现有的

始终偏袒你

有心爱你却爱不到

抱紧了你却又未想终老

再等到与对方失散以后

就会知原来谁最好

爱不到至会更想爱

抱紧了你我又无心装载

我跟你也破不到

男与女之间爱情的定数

一个过活恨抱着情人

一对过活又挂念谁人

到了话要分开

你我尚有恻隐

又再探听对方新闻

gone were those days but.. part of my memories they always are and yeah..we've all moved on, moving on.. but yupes, all in all, we have all got better in time, somehow someway. (:

Current Mood: mood

Nostalgic Current Music: gavin degraw - follow through

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Jun 02, 2009

No Title (Jun 02, 2009 7:51 am)

was surfing... and came across this..

Drawn into the backdrop here
You could fade, you could fade away
Bright lights on a starless night
Then a hole in the dying day

Looking at life through a loaded gun
Take your best shot, aim it at the sun
Looking at life through a loaded gun
You know you'll find...

You'll find yourself, you'll find yourself alone...

yes, we should ALL bear this in mind. we came alone, we dont take anything with us when we pass on, neither did we bring with us anything when we came to this wonderful/dire planet called earth.

alone? solitude? ah.. whatever you call it, it all means the same. so being alone or whatsoever, it doesnt really matter. let's get that into our heads and get a grip.

Current Mood: mood

Bored Current Music: oasis - dont look back in anger

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(: my current fav (Jun 01, 2009 11:46 pm)

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why...

It's NO SURPRISE I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

It's NO SURPRISE I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God know we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no, as NO SURPRISE

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this, it's easier to see the reason why

It's NO SURPRISE I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE

The kiss goodnight, it comes with me
Both wrong and right, our memories
The whispering before we sleep, just one more thing that you can't keep
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was NO SURPRISE

why is it no surprise that i wont be here tomorrow? hahas.. it's pretty obvious that all of us cant be here forever, and we are not sure if we can get past today unharmed and alive, so.. of course it's no surprise that we wont be here tomorrow. lols.. (:

Current Mood: mood

Refreshed Current Music: daughtry - no surprise

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