hokays this will be my first proper entry since eons ago.

things have certainly changed considerably.

i've got a new job. it's what i really want to do. i hope to be able to do my best for the jobs on hand and the jobs in time to come. i know peak will be super tiring and all but i'm prepared for it. i know it's hard here, but i know, somehow someway, i'll make it through. life's full of ups and downs, challenges and all. we, humans are ever adaptable and ever changing, so that's why i know, i'll make it through, no matter what.

i know i told someone that "losing you is something i cant handle". yes, it's true to a certain extent. i still think i cant handle my loss of you but what made me change my mind about this is... how u've treated me.

no matter how busy one gets, a text or an offline message on msn is never too hard to do. that's what i believe. no matter how busy am i, i WILL make time for my family and friends. time can be managed. it always can. and it's not that things have to sacrificed in order to get something. sacrificial acts may or may not be a necessity. it's how things are perceived. all in all, everything's up to oneself.

like you said, i can just go ahead if i find someone new or better. i cant say for sure if i have, but what i know is, my choice is clear and i've decided.

life's a long journey. i cant say for sure if the current step i took is correct or wrong or whatsoever, but what i know is, i'm happy now. i really am. (: