been sitting at the desk for a while...
and I'm a trainer lol

Do YOU feel drained after a dip in the hot tub?

I know I do @_@

Effn mom being a bitch again

It's been a while hasn't it? Well, I'm back. Here to stay? Maybe not for long. I guess I needed to find a place where I can share my thoughts and feelings without having to worry about people whom I know judging me about what is being said in my blogs.

Anywho, not much has happened over the past year...

Yes, I'm still with Andy and yes, we're fine. However, last summer him and my mom got into this argument that led her to a heart arrhythmia...thus she, and the rest of my family, banned me from seeing him, E-V-E-R! So, how are we still together you might ask? Well, at first, we've completely cut each other out from our lives. But, with time, we've realized that we just can't simply get rid of each other. Hence, we're seeing each other in secret. Yes, yes, like Romeo and Juliette. Some of you may think that we're being selfish considering the fact that I'm indirectly hurting my family since I'm still with the man who gave this heart condition to my mom. However, if you were ever in my shoes, you would think twice before judging me. *sigh* I do hope we get our happy ending one day...five years and still counting!!

Anyways, that's all for now. I should be studying for my finals...but as some of you already know, I'm a total procrastinator!!

xoxo TTYL <3