Christmas was awesome! My grandparents & everyone else came over. Everyone waited until 12 a.m to open presents. But before that, me & my brothers had to sing a song to my grandparents....just because. :). I'm so grateful for everything I got :D
+First 2 books of the Twilight series
+A cute jacket from Wetseal
+Scarf
+The most adorable Mario mushroom slippers<3
+DBSK member socks
+DBSK picture cards that came with the lovely socks
+Death Note, the liveaction collection..all 3 of them :)
+A nice purse from Aeropostale & a bunch of lotion from Bath & Body works

Yea, just those little stuff makes me happy....because I didn't want anything from the start..maybe because I already have everything I wanted. Well, hope everyone had a great Christmas....here I go to New Years! ^^

It's almost Christmas! Just 2 more days! I'm so happy....& today is a special anniversary for me....just because..LOL! YAY! I finished watching Meteor Garden. Then I watched 200 LB. Beauty & Secret by Jay Chou. Jay Chou is truly amazing...loved him ever since I was little--er =) *sigh* Okay, I'm going now..going CAROLING! LOL...^^

Finished season 1 of Meteor Garden.
Can't wait until Boys Over Flowers airs [January 5 @ 9:55 pm]
Can't wait until Heaven's Postman airs in May 09'
Can't wait until Final Fantasy 13 Versus comes out [January 10]
Can't wait until Big Bang releases a new album & G-Dragon & Taeyang come out with solo albums
Oguri Shun's birthday!
Jerry Yan's birthday!
Sungmin's birthday!
Taewha's birthday!
YAY! =)
Watched "Butterfly Lovers" the 2008 remake with Charlene & Wuchun
Got gifts for Christmas <3
Chocolate!
Listening to Jay Chou's songs makes me feel...i dunno.

School was closed for today too! In a way, I'm pretty happy about it. They say that there are people that only wish to go to school yet people like me are glad that school is closed. I've been thinking about it too & maybe it is really unfair this way. One country is suffering from the issue of overweight while another country is suffering from the issue of poverty. The world really is unfair...maybe we deserve it though. So, even though I feel glad that school is out, if those children that only wish to go to school were in my shoes & looked from my point of view, they'd be the same way. Maybe I am selfish...I don't intend on being selfish...I guess it's just me..can't be helped. I say sorry to make myself feel better. I say thank you to make myself happier. Even when I'm sad, I pretend like everything is okay. Even though there could only be a 1 out of a million chance, I still hope. It's pathetic but that's the way I'm selfish. Some people are born with a gold spoon. Others are born with a plastic one...some are born on the wrong side of the world. It's all fate. I believe in fate & destiny & all that other stuff. But I also believe that you can change it if you really wanted. God gives everyone chances but everything happens for a reason. That's fate. But if you change fate...it will happen yet there will still be a reason. How more selfish can I get? I might not seem like a selfish person...yet in a way, I am. Everything seems like a dream. A very long & real dream...no. What if it were all just a dream? I don't want to wake up. Even though 'life' isn't always great & gold, I don't want to wake up. It's what I've come to know. I'm used to living...I'm afraid that it's all a dream. So, in a way, I decided that I want to become a doctor. I will work hard to graduate at the top, I will work hard in college. Helping people is all I know. Helping people, making the days a little brighter. Being a doctor really has no morals to it....why help others? It really doesn't have any morals at all...which makes me curious to find one. What am I talking about now?

I finished Hana Yori Dango the Japanese version about 3 weeks ago. Now I'm watching the Taiwanese version Meteor Garden. Both versions are unique. The cast for both dramas are pretty amazing at how well they can play the characters part. I thought Jun was the only person that could act Domyouji's character but Jerry Yan is actually really cute at it. I recall Mike He saying that he hit his head once because he rushed to the TV because Meteor Garden was starting since he liked it so much. There's a resemblance in their actings, Jerry & Mike. But yea, both versions are great. Vic Zhou playing Hanazawa Rui was a great choice...he pulls off the gentleness very well. Though, I kinda like Oguri Shun's acting of Rui more. I'm sure both casts worked very hard so I give mad props :D. & in the dramas, all the OST's were really good! I'm addicted to Harlem Yu's song QING FEI DE YI. It's such a good song..*melts*. For some reason, in the Japanese HYD, I hated Jun's character in the begining because I LOVEDDDD Shun's Rui acting. But I started liking Jun ...until season 2 when he ignored Tsukushi. Throughout the drama, Shun was awesome...but I fell for Jun's acting anyway..hands down. Truthfully, I didn't know Jun could act so well. But in the Taiwanese HYD, I liked Jerry even from the begining. I mean, yea, I feel sorry for Vic as Lei because his first love was getting married, but he was too quiet...didn't have that kinda charisma like Shun...no wonder Shun won that one award for most outstanding supporting actor. Then, Shancai started to get annoying because she didn't know which guy to choose & hurt the poor Daoming Si. T_T!! It was okay to see Domyouji be sad because...just because he wasn't as nice to her as DMS was to SC. But, Daoming Si was SOOO nice to Shancai & she kept on making him sad. Seeing him so sad makes me wanna turn EMO 8|....LOL!

Wow...I typed a lot! So sorry. I'm so bored...because no school so there's nothing to do. Serious;y, I can't wait for Christmas....
I want:
+CD's
+SkullCandy Headphones
& I can't think of anything else. I have everything that I want.......yet I'm so lonely. Money really can't buy you everything..It's not everything....it's almost everything. Business people should think like this...I bet half of them do...it might be selfish..but it's plain reality.

<===== in a way, there is only one thing I really want now...but I know I can't have it. It's something I've wanted more than anything...

Okay then..BYE!

I can't believe it's almost Christmas! I have a huge wish list ^_^ And Thanksgiving break is almost here....YAY! Ah...I feel so lonely! Be my boyfriend..will ya?? Please? LOL...being lonely sucks... ~ OMGAH...everyone watched TWILIGHT last weekend! I didn't have any time but ah well..not a HUGE fan since I haven't read the book but Robert Pattinson is so hot <3!
I hope my friends daddy is doing okay...he got in a car accident not too long ago & he's in the hospital. And also to those 2 boys who got in a car accident & are in a coma...i pray for them deeply. ~ *sigh* Everything feels so weird nowadays! Life is so hard & complicated now....but it's always been this way..no worries, well, not anymore. AH..I gotta go! Bye! :D