Aigoo~ this day i don't understand what i am feelin' . If i am happy or i'm about to cry T_T
i think~ "naneun seulpeoyo" ToT

Well, cause there is this guy in our school that really looks like Donghae oppa... I've been having a crush on him since i first saw him in school [well, he just caught my attention, b'coz he really looks like hae oppa T_T] . His nose, lips, a little bit in eyes and his hairstyle (O_o) . aigoo~

After my 1styr in college [last 2005-06], i stopped for 2yrs. And that guy, is ahead of us in 1yr. Then it means, He should have been graduated this year [2008] . And during those 2yrs. i have stopped, I finally get over with him...^^... But, not until today, as i saw him again! aarrgghh~ it's back, it... is... back! ...what a burden~ T_T .

Today, my sister and friend planned to go today in our scho0l to enroll. And as i always expected, I saw him again in there. And I can't believe it. Now the feelings comes back T^T .
I don't really know why am i feeling this~ is it because, he looks like DOnghae oppa or I just really like him now o_O.... omo... meolla T_T ...

But the thing that I can't understand, why is he still in our school!? Is he working there? Is his studies not yet done? or Is there any additional subjects for him to take-up? -questions that keeps coming out on my mind...
And I don't know if he really has been graduated. So curious~ T_T .

Everytime I tell my friends about him [that he really looks like donghae oppa] no one believes us even me[well, not shocking~] . And I really lika to take a pic of him. So I cOuLd prove to them, that it is really true T^T , but I'm sOooo really shy~ My heart really beat so fast... So s@$%$*....

Here is a pic of DongHae oppa, where "P.A." really resembles him:

Sangwook: Hae oppa u are so cute~

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aigoo~ i really hope i could take a pic of you someday~ T_T fighting!
well, this is my pic, while we were at school earlier today~

nice to meet you... ^^
look a little bit boyish, eh!? miahn~
that's me i say! ^^

today, i was thinking of enrolling to a language school. hajiman, i think i can't...
cause it's really very expensive...T_T... i really wanna learn KOREAN, NIPPONGO, and MANDARIN...
but the only problem is "MONEY" aigoo~ [what in the world~]

why is it all the stuffs i wanna do right now, has to be w/ connection to money  ....
aishhh` please~ bless me....

still not loosing hope~ i know someday i can do everything i want to do, without something or someone would stop me T_T .... aja! aja! hwaiting~

hehehe.. ok now i got new friends... and that's a good thing^^
well,i was still hoping to meet more...
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well about my day... it's a bit boring, cause same day same stuffs...T_T
got nothin to do with whole day... i hope i have somethin that could keep me busy~

for now, i would like to say to everyone, that please be safe...
after what happen to shichuan T_T, [i can't take hearing news about deathT^T]
hope all the people will be safe, especially my love ones...

and so was our beloved SuperJunior... ^^ I hope oppas are all ok...

well, that's it~ till nexttime~

saranghaeyo<3