the awaited waterworks had come.  one or two teardrops on my way to school today. score! ahahaha, i bet marielle has no idea i was crying on the back. so as i talk to my mom on the phone on my way to school today, i couldn't help but tear up. i was thinking, this is it. this is my last day of school. this is my last day driving up to bellaire so early in the morning. i was already getting tearyeyed on my way to marielle's house but then again i was with my dad, he'll probably laugh at me

years ago, i wouldn't have imagine to be here where i am right now. i started off high school by loosing a really close friend. i gained a couple during freshmen year. then the thought of loosing them again was so scary while i was in alvin. i did gain a few in alvin but its just not the same as bellaire. so i begged & begged. my parents spoil me rotten, i'm telling you. they sacrificed a lot to send me back to bellaire. i love them so much.

so i came back junior year. a lot less people welcomed me back, but as the year progressed i got so much closer with so many people. i love it. i was still scared i might go back to alvin throughout junior & senior year and i can't believe i am here now. still a bellaire student. graduating as a bellaire student.

so to all my friends. thank you for the laughs. thank you for the rides (lol), and thank you so much for being there

and i am still suffering from post-CBU trauma ladies and gentlemen. this type of trauma is not so bad. it just makes you crazy.. in a good way :)

i haven't had the chance to read something else that compares to it, but i'm trying to look for one. i won't rely on a book, i need another fanfiction to discover. if not, then i'll take this matter in my own hands and make a great one myself. hmmmp. who am i kidding. that won't happen in this lifetime. BECAUSE Conversations Between Us is the best.

APRIL LOVES BLACK COFFEE

"I'm having a heart attack"

-Yoon Jaewon