my korean friend told me to sign up on cyworld but he doesn't even have his own cyworld page. so what the hell am i doing here??
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A few years ago I met this girl. It was my first trip to my home country. She had the most beautiful eyes i've ever seen and the most amazing voice I've ever heard, but I was too shy back then. She's the kind of girl you could only dream of. I didn't think I was good enough to be with her.

Somehow, she joined me and my cousins to go barhopping. Just as friends of course. At one point in that night she told me she was bored. The other guys weren't doing anything to impress her, so I asked her to dance. That was the first time i've ever offered to dance. I hate dancing, I can't dance. I just wanted her not to be bored. She took my hand and took me to the dance floor. She danced circles around me. I loved to dance with her.

On my going-away party I was surprised to see her there. We talked the entire night. My life changed that night. I fell in love for the first time. But I never told her. I couldn't tell her that I was falling in love if I was just going to leave anyway. I didn't think she'd believe me even if I told her.

It was the greatest night of my life, and also the saddest. Even though I barely knew this girl, she cried. She cried because of her personal problems, and she cried because I was leaving. I don't know what I've done to deserve her caring about me, but I felt that she was something special. Like nothing else in my life. But still I was young and shy.

I asked her to keep in touch with my cousin. But she told me she wanted me. She said she didn't want me to go. I left anyway. it was terrible. I never wanted to make that mistake again.


I've thought about her ever since. Every day. Little things would remind me of her. No other girl gave me the same feelings as she did. Every moment we had made me want her so much more, even if we did nothing but sit together. I always hoped and wished I would see her again. I knew if I ever reunited with her I would just tell her everything I've felt for her and do everything I can to be with her.


I've grown up. I've grown better.

Just recently we reunited. She's now my gf. She has always been my inspiration to become a better man, and she still continues to amaze me. At the moment I'm building an elementary school in the Philippines, and at the moment she's teaching the grade 1 class how to sing.