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Jun 23, 2007

Dear Oppa,

I haven’t forgotten about you – all this time has passed but some things are clearer now. Our last conversation was something that came and gone in my mind, and I told myself I would just forget it … and so I did. But after all this time, I realize now how rare it is to find someone that can complete my sentences that’s as wonderful as you.

I’ve been watching a lot of kdramas lately. That’s why I’m writing this cheesy letter here. In the dramas, I often fall in love with the handsome main actor … yet I know that guys like that don’t really exist. Then I remembered you.

I should have flown to Canada and stayed at your parents house back then. But I couldn’t … no, I knew I shouldn’t … she would have hated that and he would have too.

In the end, if I was ever the girl you thought of me as, I couldn't go: because of her and because of him. But know that for a moment, I was so happy to find out that the person I once had the biggest crush on, had a crush on me too. And for a moment when you said you hoped we'd be closer once you moved, I wanted to turn back time because I wanted that too.
 
But then it all sunk in - it was past tense. I thought it was too late for us; that I was happy where I was and I shouldn’t complicate life... But looking back now, I should have gone.

So this letter that I'm writing ... a letter you may never read, is late in the making - in all sense. It's something I should have written (and realized) ages ago.

But now I've said my goodbyes ... and can put away the memories. Oppa, you are awesome! I wish you the best! I hope one day I will meet a person as wonderful as you~
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