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Dec 01, 2007

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WTF.I'm annoyed as hell... (Dec 01, 2007 7:21 pm)

WTF.


I'm annoyed as hell. I can't wait to get out of this place, seriously.
Current Mood: moodAngry
burikuri
burikuri
Feb 16, 2008 4:10 pm

:o

Nov 03, 2007

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It's been sooooo long~Â... (Nov 03, 2007 9:11 am)

It's been sooooo long~             

Haha. I haven't written in 9 months, ne? Hahaha.

Anyways... A lot of things have happened. I've turned 18. And I finally got to go out of the country for the first time in my life. I went to Seoul, South Korea with my father ^^ Instead of having a huge party for my 18th, I watched Dong Bang Shin Gi's Seoul Encore Concert on the 26th.

^^

I'm really happy. I enjoyed my stay in Seoul, even if it was just for 5 days~

I really can't wait to go back ^^ I've learned lots of stuff, and I've met really wonderful people during my stay.

Right now I'm back in the Philippines, and missing Korea terribly! Haha. xD

Back to school in a week yo! Must make most out of my sembreak~!

^^ How's everyone doing???

YA! Are you guys still updating your cyworlds? ROFL.
Current Mood: moodLazy

Aug 19, 2007

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Honestly, I don't under... (Aug 18, 2007 8:31 pm)

Honestly, I don't understand how people can be like that. I don't understand how they can stand backstabbing others and lying and fucking pretending.

I know this is my problem, because apparently, they don't really care if they are hurting others. For them, if they don't like you, then they don't like you. They'll say awful things about you, and they don't effing care about how you feel.

They are so quick to judging others.

Sometimes, honestly, I wish I could be as... unaffected as they are. Sometimes I wish I weren't as sensitive. If I were like them, I wouldn't give a damn about what others think of me, and I wouldn't be crying a lot.

But... At the same time... I don't think... I don't think I'm capable of it. I don't want to cause pain to other people, I don't want to hurt them.

What am I going to do?

I have four more years, and I'm not even half-way through first year, and I already feel like I'm dying emotionally.

Right now, I really need people I can depend on, and hold on for support. I'm honestly depressed, and I'm having a hard time coping. I know I can't make people understand... They probably won't give a damn... But still, I'm just hoping...
Current Mood: moodSad
Aqui
Aqui
Aug 23, 2007 10:40 pm

and just another thing, i just finished looking at your pictures..AGAIN... and as im really feeling terribly nostalgic, i just want you to know that i farking MISS YOU LIKE HELL!!we haven't been in a single picture together for two fucking years!-_- pshew

Aqui
Aqui
Aug 23, 2007 10:29 pm

So DON'T bother with those people who think they're just too good for other people!I'm always here, okies?? Love you Mish!!!!^^

Aqui
Aqui
Aug 23, 2007 10:27 pm

I fuckin' give a damn, and come on, we're best friends for a freaking reason right? I'll go back as soon as I can, I promise! I've been working on it--trying really hard to have skyhigh grades so I can finally transfer and we can be together!

Jul 22, 2007

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I HATE THIS.        ... (Jul 22, 2007 6:08 am)

I HATE THIS.                 

I hate you, Kim JaeJoong. Just the sound of your voice... It weakens me so much, it makes me forget so many things, I want more than anything to just continue listening to it.

I hate how attached I've become to you...

And to the other four.

I hate it. I hate how when I hear your voices, I start to feel lost. I want to run---in happiness, in glee---but whereof to?

I have not one idea.

No---I don't love you more than the others JaeJoong. I love all five of you equally.

You just have that freaking beauty I can't get away from. I think you know that.


OH GOD.

It's Midhuyo's fault. I should really stop listening to it.

I SOUND PSYCHO! hahahaha!
Current Mood: moodInlove

Jul 07, 2007

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Tired of what?       ... (Jul 07, 2007 8:31 pm)

Tired of what?                          

Of school. Of every single f.cking thing around here. Actually, I'm so tired of pretending to be happy, of pretending to be all smiley and optimistic and all that sh.t.

Honestly. T_T

I f.cking want to sleep for a very long time.
Current Mood: moodTired
Aqui
Aqui
Jul 20, 2007 11:32 pm

Maybe you feel way better, but anyway..at some point the past weeks I've been feeling the same way.Hopefully, everything's gotten better for you--like me!Miss you best!I'm always here!^^

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