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Dec 31, 2006

It's 6:01PM, December 3... (Dec 31, 2006 2:04 am)

It's 6:01PM, December 31st here!!! ^0^ Several more hours and wooooot~ Hello 2007!!!!

So...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! =)

And, a very late Merry Christmas to all. ^^; I just got my computer back last night~ hahahah! ^^''

How are you guys doing? <3 I promise to visit soon~~ Check out the photos and video sections!! ^^ I updated! YAY! hahaha~ ^^v

Current Mood: mood

Tired

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Dec 14, 2006

FINE.I have to accept it, th... (Dec 14, 2006 2:58 am)

FINE.

I have to accept it, things are changing, and I have to adapt to the change. It's so hard to to get used to something... When all your life you've never really experienced that, and not once had it crossed your mind that such things would happen to you.

Is this part of growing up?

How come I feel it's happening only to me and my family? *sigh*

I remember Meteor Garden... And ShanCai's character.

Now I really can relate.

Everytime I'm in school, I get tons of time to be alone, stare outside the classroom window and think. I feel... No. I KNOW. That I don't belong there. I'm not like the people I'm with, whose only worries are their love lives and what kind of dress they're going to wear to a party.

Looking at these things that are happening to me...Their problems cannot compare to mine.

I have an uncertain future, unlike them. I have so many things to sacrifice, and forget, so that I can help my parents and my family.

I don't tell them much about what's happening to my life. Because... Except for my close friends, none of them would understand how it feels like not to be able to pay your tuition fee, not to be able to go out because the money you'd spend on a day out would already be a big help to buy your grandmother's supplements.

Christmas won't be the same this year. No new things, no gifts.

If only I could find a job here. It doesn't matter, as long as I could help with the expenses.

I've missed out so many things in my highschool life.
=x

But there are other things to give importance to.

Current Mood: mood

Sad

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Dec 12, 2006

I WANT TO CRYYYYY!It's ... (Dec 12, 2006 3:12 am)

I WANT TO CRYYYYY!

It's our exam week, and I have English, Physics and Research exams tomorrow. AND I HAVEN'T REVIEWED FOR PHYSICS AND RESEARCH YET.

='(

I don't know what's wrong with me. -_-;

Current Mood: mood

Lazy

2 Comments

CaMiLa

Dec 15, 2006 3:19 pm

don't cry mish~

~mia~ gingerbread <3

Dec 12, 2006 3:25 am

you're not alone my dear. i havent either :( WAHH. hope they allow u on friday :P we wont be gastadoras! haha

Dec 09, 2006

SILENCE. The silence se... (Dec 08, 2006 9:44 pm)

SILENCE.

The silence seems so comforting
That you couldn't resist it
And slowly you give in,
Basking in what appears to be tranquillity
You close your eyes
And feel all the emotions
Slowly being washed away

Hours, days, weeks, months.
Years.

And then emotions you have long forgotten
Emotions you thought you've gotten rid of
Slowly come back to you
Confusing, painful.

And the silence that you've gotten used to...
Now deafening,
Unbearable.
And you feel the misery, loneliness,
And pain of it all.

Current Mood: mood

Sad

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Dec 05, 2006

TOO MUCH HOMEWORK!And so lit... (Dec 05, 2006 5:11 am)

TOO MUCH HOMEWORK!
And so little time to do everything.
=x

I'm gonna go bonkers soon.

Current Mood: mood

Stressed

3 Comments

Hyunjae

Dec 07, 2006 5:28 am

aja~ ^^

Jaewon

Dec 06, 2006 11:23 pm

I know what you felt! T.T

*Sae

Dec 06, 2006 5:13 pm

when do we not have too much homework?

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