Today I feel like crying. I'm so exhausted and tired with everything that's happening. I know I should be happy because we finally have our Mandarin Elective Teacher, Mrs. Wong or Cheng Lao Shi, as she told us to call her.

I don't know.

I feel terrible that I still have to be around some people who think that I'm being fake with them. Which I'm not. I can't believe they're the ones who are actually mad at me, when they were the ones who have made me feel so bad all these years.

I don't know what to do. I have to be with them for the rest of the school year. I want to be friends with them again, but they're acting really... I don't know. As if I've done something to them. =x I want to enjoy my last year in St. Paul... =/ If only I could. *sigh*

I have to do so many things but I'm so bothered, and so worried, I don't know what to do anymore.