Stressed 
Aug 19, 2007
Honestly, I don't understand how people can be like that. I don't understand how they can stand backstabbing others and lying and fucking pretending.
I know this is my problem, because apparently, they don't really care if they are hurting others. For them, if they don't like you, then they don't like you. They'll say awful things about you, and they don't effing care about how you feel.
They are so quick to judging others.
Sometimes, honestly, I wish I could be as... unaffected as they are. Sometimes I wish I weren't as sensitive. If I were like them, I wouldn't give a damn about what others think of me, and I wouldn't be crying a lot.
But... At the same time... I don't think... I don't think I'm capable of it. I don't want to cause pain to other people, I don't want to hurt them.
What am I going to do?
I have four more years, and I'm not even half-way through first year, and I already feel like I'm dying emotionally.
Right now, I really need people I can depend on, and hold on for support. I'm honestly depressed, and I'm having a hard time coping. I know I can't make people understand... They probably won't give a damn... But still, I'm just hoping...
I know this is my problem, because apparently, they don't really care if they are hurting others. For them, if they don't like you, then they don't like you. They'll say awful things about you, and they don't effing care about how you feel.
They are so quick to judging others.
Sometimes, honestly, I wish I could be as... unaffected as they are. Sometimes I wish I weren't as sensitive. If I were like them, I wouldn't give a damn about what others think of me, and I wouldn't be crying a lot.
But... At the same time... I don't think... I don't think I'm capable of it. I don't want to cause pain to other people, I don't want to hurt them.
What am I going to do?
I have four more years, and I'm not even half-way through first year, and I already feel like I'm dying emotionally.
Right now, I really need people I can depend on, and hold on for support. I'm honestly depressed, and I'm having a hard time coping. I know I can't make people understand... They probably won't give a damn... But still, I'm just hoping...
Current Mood:
Sad
Sad
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Aqui
Aug 23, 2007 10:40 pm
and just another thing, i just finished looking at your pictures..AGAIN... and as im really feeling terribly nostalgic, i just want you to know that i farking MISS YOU LIKE HELL!!we haven't been in a single picture together for two fucking years!-_- pshew