I don't know what's going to happen tonight. I'm dreading it. ='(

Even though they say that Yunho oppa is okay now, and that his condition wasn't as serious, I'm still worried! *sniff* Who in her right mind would put super glue in a drink and give it to someone else!?!?!?

                                     

=x

                                     

I was so worried when I received the messages from Yam and Tara unnie about Yunho being poisoned by an anti fan during the filming of Heroine 6.

                                     

Now DBSG has announced that they will continue their activities with four members...

                                     

I'm sad. really. I want to see them all five perform again. But it seems that something bad always happens just as when everything's going well. ='(

                                     

I'm so sad and hurt for the boys because they don't deserve such harsh words and treatment from other people. For years now, and even before they debuted, they've been working hard to be good artists and to improve and develop their talents, not only for themselves but also for their fans.

                                     

It's so frustrating. How would they feel now? They've always expressed their love for their fans, always doing everything for them.. ='( And now some anti-fan does such a horrid thing. Plus even before this incident, rumors about Junsu oppa having a girlfriend spread out, right? And many fans turned their back on Junsu and left... =/ </3

                                     

Shouldn't fans stick to their idols no matter what happens? If you proclaim yourself to be a DBSG fan, shouldn't you be there for them despite all the rumors, all the bad things that happen? The boys need us most during these tough times. =x We should support them. They gain strength from the love and care and support we show. ='( If we get mad at them and leave them, would that solve anything? Will it help them at all? NO!

                                     

AAAAHHH... if only... If only I could let them know that there are many fans outside Korea who loves them so much too... ='(

                                     

I'm so frustrated because there's nothing I can do at all... =x

                                     

Waah...

                                     

All I'm capable of doing is to pray for their health and their safety, and that they remain strong and positive during these times. </3

                                     

TVXQ, jia you!

Right now, I'm going crazy and I feel like crying my eyes out!

 
I haven't got enough time.
 
  

All this crap started Thursday morning, when the storm's strong winds damaged the electric posts and all the houses and frack I don't even know how to explain it. We had no electricity since Thursday, thousands of houses do not have roofs, many trees got uprooted and a there were many casualties.
  

BAH IM GOING TO DIE.

Anyway, so Thursday and Friday, classes were suspended. Wednesday night I planned to finish all my requirements which need to be submitted TOMORROW. But of course, several needs to be computerized, and frack without electricity, how am I going to type them? We got back our electricity tonight but hello? It's 1:00AM in the morning, October 2, 2006. I'm going crazy.

I didn't get to draft the comparative essay because I had no time to do it. Thursday had been chaotic. We had to carry everything upstairs just in case a flash flood would occur. Friday we had to put everything back to their original places and also fix the house. And yesterday we went to the province to attend my cousin's wedding. AND STILL NO ELECTRICITY! damn it. T_T'


           

Today I took my college entrance test at the De La Salle University, which is the top 3 da xue in the country. *cries* It ended at 6 in the evening, we went to the Mall of Asia to have dinner, and to the Starbucks, The Fort for a frap. We got home at around 10 and there was no electricity and then I finally got it back around 12 in the mn and I finished my project for Mandarin class, and the homework as well. I have to write the comparative essay for English still, but I have yet to start writing it because I'm getting writer's block. I want to cry! ='( So much things to do and expected from me, I can't take it anymore.

 
I also have to submit 70 graphics for the BM Shinkinky. It's BM's graphic team. Also, I have to upload stuff for DBSG Exclusive, and then make the main banner for TVfXQ Forever's new layout.

   

I'M GOING TO JUST GO CRAZY AND DIE! ='(

WAAH <333 I saw my crush last night!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT TO HAND MY LETTER TO HIM IN PERSON! *dies*

        

Grandma got out of the hospital this afternoon. ^^

     

I have no internet because the wifi connection got cut. T_T'

     

I have tons of homework, and I haven't finished them yet. Yes i know. I suck. T_T

Right now, it's 12:05AM here. And I'm still doing my Filipino homework. I have so much to do and there isn't enough time. I want to cry already.

                   

I drank coffee, but... PSH. It always has a different effect on me and it makes me sleepier . T_T' HELLLP. =x