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Jun 26, 2008

Uncultured Coults (Jun 26, 2008 8:50 pm)

That's what my family is. the whole lot of them. i cant believe none of them want to go and see the 'wicked' musical with me! it's beyond depressing! and im to shy and scared to ask my king charming out to see it, so that would leave me to go on my own! but i cant do that! i would feel so weird!!! augh!!! so now, i defiantly wont be able to see it. (*sighs sadly*) and i wanted really wanted to see it... has anyone one of you seen it? it's about the witches of oz. more speciafically glinda the good witch and the wicked one of the west. (*sighs, sighs, sighs*) i guess i'll just stick to reading the paperback book and listening to the ost cd. (*sighs*)
i-am-so-depressed.
anyways, were into like our third maybe fourth day of summer, and it's ugh. the sticky hot. i cant stand it. i just feel horrible today. but i'll get better. i'll see my love tommorow! yay! unless of course he has to be at another branch, like he had to be on tuesday. (*grr*) and to make things even worse, someone has been complaining about me (or rather us!) to the higher ups. uh, excuse me? of course i had to cause some mischief. hehe, i made certain that i thought it was my fearless leader. im such a great actress sometimes! she believed me! ha! and now she's all worried. cause everyone knows that im his favorite. ;) and if im displeased...
anyways, i dont know what im talking about. it's the depression i tell you.
and not only that but even my father is getting more action than me. already divorced and going on more dates than i ever had. (*sighs*) but i have to stay strong. my psychic said i would meet someone by the end of the year. it's sad that i know it wont be the one i love, but she said it'll be the one i always dreamed off. rich, handsome, and cold hearted? that's my ideal guy. am i finally going to meet him? well, then. bring it on god. bring it on.

-Lizzy

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Jun 24, 2008

A Pensive thought & a Ba... (Jun 24, 2008 6:42 am)

Has anybody ever read the book 'all i really need to know i learned in kindergarten' by robert fulghum? if you havent, you really should pick up a copy next time your in the bookstore. it's an old book though, so i dont know how easy it would be to find in a retailer. (i bought my copy second hand.) it's a really insightful book though. i mean, there isnt a plot, and the writting isnt too formal (as some of those proffesional writers) and, well to put it simply, it a book about 'uncommon thoughts on common things'. (or so the subtitle reads!) but anyways, i really like it. i honestly do. im learning much about life through another's point of view. but i guess that's what books are all about, huh? anyways, here's one of my favorite parts in the book:

'...This year he is into simple ignorance. "It's all crap," says he. "All lies. Your senses lie to you, the president lies to you, the more you search the less you find, the more you try, the worse it gets. Ignorance is bliss. Just BE, man. Dont think or do- just BE. The WORLD is coming to an END!"
The day before he left, he jumped off a lakeside dock with his clothes on to help a kid who appeared to be in danger of drowning in the deep water. And he confessed to being in town for the National Lawyers Guild convention, since he's a member of its social justice committe.
"So, if it's all lies and crap- and ignorance is the ultimate trip- then how come...?" I say.
"Well," says he, "I might be wrong."
Pieces of sanity are found washed ashore on all kinds of beaches these days. And skepticism and realism are not the same as cynicism and pessimism. I mention it because it seems like a good bumper sticker for the eighties: "I may be wrong." '

whew! that was good typing! but anyways, is it just me, or did anyone else find that paragraph to be all insightful and soulful and all those other '-fuls'? 'I may be wrong.' when i read that, it was like, um... divine revelation in a way. someone admitting they were wrong?! hee, maybe i should take a leaf from that person's book, (no pun intended!) if i could only learn when to admit when i was wrong, well. i think my life would flow just a bit easier. but as a leo, astrologers insist on my pride being one of my stronger traits.
but then again... they could be wrong, huh?

NOW! enough about philosophy and back to the gossip! i think i mentioned last time how i was going to try to get my king charming to take me to the batman premier? well... all i had to do was just mention it and he was jumping at the chance to go! XD im still not sure if I want to go though, i mean i do hate crowds... but. but! he has been waiting two years for it! (he's a bigger geek than i am, believe me!) and well... augh! i need some more divine revelation! (*turns to book*) strangely enough, look what came up!

'...My experiment with science will have to stand aside for something more human. The leaves let go, the seeds let go, and I must let go sometimes, too, and cast my lot with another of nature's imperfect but tenacious survivors.'

um. was that deep or what?! you know, there's a term for what i just did. no, it's not divine revelation either. it's actually a form of divination called 'stichomancy' it's one of the oldest forms of divination and it involves taking a random passage from a random book and applying it to your situation. some people do this with the bible as well (!) and that's called 'bibliomancy'. but anyways, now that you know that. let's use that passage to my situation. (hoho! your getting to see fourtune telling hands on! XD) anyways, the words that caught my attention immediatly were 'let go' it's repeated often throughout, but the thing is what exactly am i letting go off? while i keep reading, i get the term 'nature's imperfect' with the word 'shy' into my mind. i guess i should stop being more shy then, huh? and then, it concludes with me casting 'my lot with another'. that other would be my king. so, i should try my luck with him then, huh? maybe i will. thanks robert fulghum for the revelation i needed! XD
no, but seriously anybody can do this. it's the same with tarot cards, runes, whatever. those are just items to help you gain a better access to your sixth sense. if that makes any sense (XD). um. there just a channel. we know these things, we just dont have the capability to project them. yet. haha, makes you kinda angry at adam and eve for just taking only a bite from the tree of knowledge really.
anyways, im going to stop here. im getting kinda hungry. and besides, i have to go to work later and i have yet to pick out my outfit. did i ever tell you? my king used to sell suits for a living at one time. hee, and he is obssessed with my fashion tastes. haha. always got to match you see! today, the base for my outfit are my pink wedge shoes. let's see what i can work with those. ;)

-Lizzy

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Jun 22, 2008

Suspicions Abound (Jun 22, 2008 11:39 am)

(*sighs*) if he doesnt start to act more carefully he is going to be in so much trouble. i mean, no one would ever, EVER suspect me of being the one to initiate anything because of my lack of experince, but since he is SO much older than me... sometimes i cant help but worry. yesterday was a close call. like really close. me and my other coworker were downstairs packing books for this HUGE booksale were going to be having soon, when he comes down to check how were doing and to warn us that my friend's stalker was up there and if we wanted to stay a bit longer down there we could. so as we stayed chatting away, things... well, he is very open. ^^; when he left, my friend (let's call her 'b') was like: 'omg. did you see how much he was flirting with you?!' now, this girl has lead a very, very, VERY sheltered life, but if she could pick up even that much, then i am going to be SO screwed.
actually, speaking of me being screwed, i worked a day recently when it was possible for us to have lunch together, so we order in chinese and what not, and he even asks if i want to eat outside on the picnic tables, (it was a very beautiful day!) unfortunaly, our other coworker, (not b another one that is actually starting to get on my nerves lately) was taking her lunch time at the same time as us. ugh. how annoying. so instead of having her tag along with us, i just told him, it's ok. he can eat with her so she wouldnt be lonely. and i, just took a couple of bites from my food and went to hang out with our guard. (*sigh*) and we had it all planned out too. ah well. maybe next time. im going to try and see if i can get him to take me watch the new Batman movie. were both fans you see. (haha, talk about wanting to keep it under wraps, huh? XD) but anyways, so as im hanging out with our guard, i realize im not very hood. ^^; and he not very hispanic. so were going to trade skills. he's going to teach me all about ibonics, (street talk) and im going to go about teaching him spanish. it's a fair deal in all honesty. i so want to get all 'gansta on those foos!' haha. :P oh. that reminds me. half of the time im saying that im not puertorican, im asian. (by right!) so, my dad came up with a new term for me. im 'borichina'. boriquena and china. basically puertorican and chinese. (f i had used the spanish word for 'asian' it wouldnt have sounded so cool, but between us, i think im more korean. although my friend tho insists that when i adopt a cute little vietnamese girl, (now that im already sponsoring one!) i'll be an honorable asian girl. haha, she's even make me a little badge! XD
but anyways, has anyone ever seen 'wicked' the musical about the witches of oz? it's suppose to be very good, i want to go and see it, but there's no one to go with me. TT.TT i doubt my king charming would like to go see it with me. im not too sure he's into that kind of thing. ^^; oh. but it's so sad, he lives all by himself in that great big house, with not even a pet! :( he says he's not into that, and he enjoys the solitude. typical arien trait. us leos cant stand solitude and im always pointing it out to him. he said that i better marry young then. TT.TT he is such an idiot. i cant marry anyone when my own dad wont eat my cooking! he said that there are guys who can cook, so what? you know what i should have said? 'are you proposing to me?!' haha, but i didnt.
sorry if it seems all i talk about is him. it's really annoying. even i hate myself for it sometimes, but i cant seem to stop. anyways, i know i havent been around the last few days, but he has got my hands full. let's talk some more later, ok?
ah, but before i go. has anyone ever seen the movie 'gremlins'? it's a rather old film, but i fell in love with gizmo! i want one too! and i can find a singing one on ebay! XD

-Lizzy

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Thrilled

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Jun 16, 2008

Enlightment (Jun 16, 2008 6:59 pm)

I now know why my beloved and i cant go any further in our relationship.
not only would society not approve, but apparently not our boss-boss either. :/
something to do with sexual harrasment or something. (hey! not that I wouldnt mind!) but anyways, yeah. that's depressing. but it's okay. i like spending time with him either way. but... you know what's sad? (*sighs*) he was saying stuff about how he's going to die first and whatever. that is so depressing for me to think, cause i know it's true.
it's rainning right now you know. thunder, lighting, and raindrops. lots of raindrops. i wish i was with him right now. it feels so good to be in his arms. so nice and warm! im sure people at work think us as a daughter-father sort of relationship, and i like that they think that. hee, it distracts from what i really feel. and im sure he's been itching to do that too. hee, remember the last time? when i wouldnt take his hand in front of everyone? ^^;
but anyways, enough about that. let me tell you what one of my psychics (Lisa) said to me earlier. im going to meet someone. a tall man with dark hair and eyes. he'll light up the room as he enters it, and he's the one i've always dreamed of. the thing is, i wont meet him till the end of the year. i wonder if it's the same person i REALLY dreamed of? can you imagine? i would just die. screw that idiot, king charming, the ups man, AND the guard. screw them all! but only if it's him.
and omg. does anybody watch house? the show with the really hot doctor? he just said 'i love you' to his best friend, (you know the cancer doctor). yup. i knew they were gay. just knew it! such a pity. but d*** are they hot.

-Lizzy

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Lonely

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Jun 12, 2008

A Second End (Jun 12, 2008 8:14 pm)

Well, i knew it would never work out. i knew it never would the second he moved away from new york. and im okay with it now. haha, i always say im okay with it, but then find myself depressed as ever. well, it's not going to be like that this time. and i know he's ok, so im ok. besides, i have my king charming to distract me, and the guard is a nice practice toy. so for now, im okay. anyways, my dad is planning to move us to florida in three years. hmm. i have three years to woo my beloved and have him marry me. though i doubt he will, hee, he's so used to the bachelor life! XD did i mention? just yesterday he was singing to me 'you are my sunshine'! it was kinda emberassing actually. ^^; he acts so much younger than he is! but hey! that was my first serenade! haha, im moving up in the world!
but anyways, back to florida. yeah. i mean i wouldnt mind so much if it was like in miami or something with my aunt, but instead he decides for jacksonville. great. im sure that's all country, but it's near tampa, and well. alot can happen in three years, right?
well, anyways, im so excited about making a new doll! im bidding right now on ebay for a new sewing machine and i hope i win it cause i cant wait to get my hands on it! <3
im thinking i'll send my dear apple a doll i'll make. =)
i hope you wont mind dear!
anyways, friday the 13th is coming up. and im not really feeling too good about it. hopefully nothing bad happens. but if something does... like if i faint or something, let's hope my king will catch me! XD

-Lizzy

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Chill

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