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Jun 11, 2008

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I want to marry a Donor! (Jun 11, 2008 8:16 pm)

Has anyone ever visited a 'sperm bank'. yeah, i know. not something you hear about everyday that's for sure. but after reading an article on msn about how a woman who wants to have a child but doesnt want to marry or be in a relationship with a man goes of to find a mate in a bottle, i just had to check it out.
believe me. it was a hilariously cool experince.
since im not even sure they have one in buffalo, i decided to go online, my google search led me to this site:
http://www.thespermbankofca.org/. so. just how exactly do you find the one you want? well, everything is put into nice, neat, little tables. blood type, hair color, race, etc. etc. and, get this. they even have little essays too! XD some of these guys are really impressive! a student of biochemical enginnering?! plus he's korean! i want him! so, ok. click on the link, (sometimes, there unavailable cause of demand. which is blond, tall, and blue eyed *rolls eyes*) and then they give you a price for it. from what i found a vial is usually $300-$500. not bad considering what there doing. our biochemical enginner? he's a college student. yup. i defiantly want to marry him. it's a pity they dont show photos, but they do describe everything in detail. is this an option for me? nah. im still going to adopt. but it was interesting. :)

-Lizzy

p.s. oh. and haha. they've added a couple of new moods. yay cyteam! :D

Current Mood: moodCrazy
extrarice
extrarice
Jun 12, 2008 9:40 pm

yeah, i was surprised with the "crazy" mood. little essay? lol. coool.

Jun 10, 2008

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Damsel in Distress (Jun 10, 2008 6:26 pm)

And no. today it wasnt me. my poor coworker and dear friend tho, ended up fainting at work. my fearless leader took her home and luckily the rest of her illness wasnt that bad as that initial shock. god, i hope it was just that. an illness. she's too young to have a child. she's only 19. i'll end up crying if she leaves. im already known as the 'page killer'. hee, that's because ever since i've started working there 2 pages have left, and 2 librarians. that's four people in total. god, i really hope im not a jinx. ^^;
anyways, after that, i had to stay till eight. i kinda didnt mind so much though, because then i forced them to buy me dinner. cause i KNEW i wouldnt survive for that long without food. i just knew it. they would have had 2 fainters that day! but im mad pissed about tommorow though. it was my day off and i was going shopping. well. guess what? now i have to work. god****it. i was finally going to get fabric for my dolls. yup. im pissed. but i had to do it. my review is coming up, might as well suck up as much as i can, hmm?
oh, but today though, this one girl, shana brought me some pastries from her bakery. :) she's so sweet. i like her. not as much as the other girl, but enough, you know? haha, enough about my lesbian exploits! XD
anyways, another thing that happened today was that i got to walk somewhat home with our guard. haha, guilt? either way, he's kinda weird outside the library. he's voice get louder. i mean were outside i know, but still, im right next to you hun. ok?
and omg. never ever EVER, get verizon as your internet provider. believe you'll regret it forever and a day. it's like, this connection keeps falling! and here they are trying to win us over with all these features on our phone. before we never had call waiting, caller id, etc. etc. and now. all of a sudden. it's there. um. if they charge us im going to scream. the features are cool, but still. there being too nice to us... >_>

but anyways, what else happened that isnt related to work. not much really. im just still pissed about that schedule change. god****it.

-Lizzy

Current Mood: moodIrritated

Jun 07, 2008

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Feeling the Hate (Jun 07, 2008 5:00 pm)

I am totally not digging my schedule for this week. next week is ok. but overall the whole month is going to be bad. (*sigh*) why does she have to do this to me? i want to spend time with my King Charming! grr. maybe i'll end up calling him this month afterall. i've been trying to avoid that though... but. well. he's been asking for it anyways. ;)
anyways, we were suppose to get a new girl today as well. she was going to be the part time librarian and all. and well. guess what? she quit. fresh out of college and she just quit. and im going to go to hell for what i thought when they told me.
oh, you want to know? 'huh! b**** must have gotten pregnant!' (and, oh, it gets worse!) 'good. no competion then.' im not even going to bother saying what order they went through my head either. yup. defiantly going to hell.
but on a happier note. i've taken doll making again. im rather excited actually. i just hope this doesnt end the same way as the flute lessons. haha. for that one i got suddenly excited one day bought a flute on ebay, and when it came just THREE days later, i quit.
TT.TT the same happened with my excersice regime, and my love for the ups man. it just suddenly went away. (*sighs deeply*)
anyways, i hear my brother outside. he's kicking a soccer ball to the wall. the one right behind this computer screen actually. and im not too happy about it.
i think it's time to do something about it, hmm?

-Lizzy

p.s. i just finished watching 'sweeny todd, the demon barber of fleet street'. you know, the one with johnny depp? it is sooooo good! you got to watch it! the first one i saw (an older version of the film) made mr. todd into a bad guy with no point in killing people, just for the hell of it i guess. but in this new version... (*cries*) they made him into such a sympathic character! i actually felt so bad for him! :(
so, just watch it. you'll love. it's kinda graphic though, so... ^^;

-Lizzy
Current Mood: moodIrritated

Jun 05, 2008

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Opportunity: Cancelled (Jun 05, 2008 6:36 am)

Sometimes, i hate myself so much for the stuff that i do and lately for the stuff that i DONT do. this past tuesday was one such example.
im the type of person that (unless i initiate it,) really, really, REALLY hates any show of affections in front of people. im also the type of person that hates touching people, unless of course your lee dong gun or some hot asian chick. but the point is, that im the person that will leave and outstreched hand empty. i dont know why, but i've had that bad habit for years. and it doesnt matter if your a person i like, i-just-wont-do-it.
so anyways, here i am, and im entering the library. i sign in, say 'hi' to everyone, look around for that one girl, <-- this has become habit. i never know when i have to behave, so yeah. ^^;
and then i begin to work on shelving those ever evil dvds. oh, why cant our patrons READ?!
but anyways, suddenly my fearless leader ( <3 ) wanted to show me something. im like 'ok. cool'. but the thing is... he's trying to lead me to it by the hand. his hand is outstreched just waiting for me to put my small one in it. and i was about to do it too, mind you. but then i realized we werent alone. ^^; and i think our other coworker thought my perplexed look was aimed at him, and she gave me this... odd look. well, it wasnt at me, it was more like, 'ok... what is he trying to pull?' (while my look was aimed at her!) so instead i just follow him, his hand outstreched the whole way. but um... yeah. ^^; he was a bit... chilly with me for a couple of hours. not my fault though. because this always happens with me. i remember once, a long time ago when i was little, i had fallen of this wagon right. (those cute little red ones) and the boy i liked tried to help me up. we were really into each other and everything, but... well... i just couldnt. maybe it's something subconscious. maybe with the boy, it's cause i didnt want him to think that i couldnt help myself, and with my fearless leader, since of the age difference, well. maybe i didnt want  him to think of me as a child. that could be it, right?
but anyways... um. remember the guard? well... ^^; it really wouldnt be hard to win him over. im going to go to hell for all that flirting i did. but ah well. i do need to practice, right?
oh and one more thing! when we were over there in miami, i noticed my aunt had this really cute walk to her. her hips sway very sexy like but at the same time rather innocent. I WANT THAT WALK. so i've been practicing. with no such luck obviously. (*sighs*) instead people are saying i walk as if i had a purpose. that all i need would be a clipboard and that i would look super important. haha. yeah, right. -.-;

-Lizzy
Current Mood: moodHungry
Apple
Apple
Jun 05, 2008 10:19 am

could you show me the walk :">

Jun 02, 2008

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Nickname~ (Jun 02, 2008 8:26 pm)

'I think im going to call you 'Rosebud'.'
'Rosebud? why that?'
'Cause your my (little) flower.'
(*and i, in all my cynical nature thought:*)
'omg. that sounds like something from a hallmark card!'
i am SO going to hell. TT.TT
but it was ever cute. :)
i so do <3 him though!

-Lizzy
Current Mood: moodInlove
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