So, i've just finished my first day in miami, florida early tonight.
and it's rainning outside like crazy.
the trip on the plane was exciting for like the first... 23 minutes, but afterwards i managed to mellow down and what not. it's like riding the bus actually. except for the horrible air pressure that gets in your ears when your ascending and descending in altitude. my left ear didnt recover till many hours later, and i stil feel out of sorts. i did manage to snag a new boyfriend though. a cute asian boy. he of course doesnt know it yet. ;)
but anyways, so when we came we were kinda lost. i guess we should have planned this out better, huh? but once we managed to find my aunt we made it ok. and as we started to head out to the beach, it started to rain. oh goody.
so instead of the beach we went to lunch. my aunt got food poisoning from the shrimp and i got buzzed from the margaritia. at least we found out one thing today. i couldnt hold my first liquor to save my life. i was so off balanced! but, it was a learning experince.
they say it's going to be rainning all weekend. let's prove them wrong!

-Lizzy

p.s. i miss my beloved already! his vacation started today and i wont see him till the coming saturday! well, i hope his weekend is at least dry then! oh. and he got a haircut. ^^; i didnt really like the minor change, but hey. it's his hair right? and. i think... he might have dyed it. -.-
oh! and one more thing! i have no idea what those girls are talking about! i didnt see anything! hmpth!

Right now, even just thinking about it, im experincing a whirlpool of emotions. my stomach has that ever growing more familiar feeling of butterflies having there way down there, my face is bright red, and there's a stupid thing on my face that resembles something of a smile dripped in horror. haha, maybe i should just take a pic instead to show you how it is, huh?
but no. i wont. it's early morning and im ugly. let me just keep hiding behind the computer screen as i write this.
(and please take note: what i am about to write happened within the last few days. i've just been too busy to properly sit down and write them!)
but before i start with the first story, let me just explain what 'chichos' are. basically, there what you call... 'love handles' in spanish. love handles being that extra bit of fat hanging on your tummy. and the sides. and the back if your really unlucky... but we all have them! and there's nothing to be ashamed about, right?! oh my god. this is so emberassing though!!! >///<
oh, and by the way. i love my back. and my shoulders. i think there the sexiest body parts i own!!! but anyways!
since tams, (fellow coworker who just published her first book Lynn was a Cow who Could Ski ) is on vacation right now, and was the only one who could basically keep my 'king charming' in check, he's been having fun having his way with me. ;P
now, usually i wouldnt mind. BELIEVE ME i wouldnt. but... ok. so as i was finishing up with a patron, he comes from behind me and grabs my waist. i jump a bit, and scream at him. this is normal behavior for us. (which is actually, something i dont think i should be doing. ^^; )

but anyways, it wasnt till later that i realized. omg! what if he finds out i have chichos?! O_O
i mean. i really dont. not on the sides anyways, just a little pouch up front. but still! im super self conscious about my weight. and ok. i admit it. if he wraped his hands around my waist the tips would ALMOST touch, but! but still... so now i've decided to do some exercising with my little brother. because that boy is RIPPED. but. omg. i know it's going to be hell. i just know it. so im eating all i can before i start excersing on tuesday. (*sighs*) the things i do for love.
no. that's not right. the things i do for myself. cause he insists that im thin.
but anyways, haha, ok. this is a bit more fun to explain. so he gave us (well me, cause the others werent there!) a compliment. how he has the prettiest pages in all the city branches. so okay. whatever. next day.

'hey elizabeth! why dont you tell tho the compliment i gave you?'
'uh... you gave us a compliment?' (*imagine REALLY confused face here*)
'you... dont remember?' (*shocked*)
'...' (*clueless*)
'ugh. never mind. i bet tho would have remembered!'
(*imagine me thinking REALLY hard*)
a few minutes later...
'OH! i remember now!' (*tells*)
(this is tho now) 'i would have remembered that.'
'see? tho would have remembered! you only remember the sarcastic stuff!'
(*thinks* and the stupid... ^^; ) 'but your more mean to me than good!'
(*everyone laughs*)

and i was being serious. d***it. no one ever takes me seriously.
but anyways. so yeah.
you know what? about the whole 'love is blind' thing? it should be 'lizzy is clueless'. i mean. how could i have NOT noticed about that EXTREMELY small defect before? omg. now i know im going to be staring. godd*** those girls for telling me. they were so shocked to realize i never noticed too! so you know what i told them? 'i dont look at the man's face!' which is completly untrue. i do whenever i can, cause i REALLY like the color of his eyes. they remind me of my ups' man. except there just a tad bit a darker blue.
omg. you know what? im just going to jump of a cliff now.
farewell.

-Lizzy

Im writting this at my mom's new place right now.
it's a quite little apartment in a quite little neighborhood. the rent is cheap, and the place it's good. it's not so bad. for a single person anyways...
but anyways, i like this new system, im awesome when it comes to naming things. remember the 'super happy sneaky fighting ninjas of doom'? yup. my idea. :)
but anyways, it's going to be a short entry today, since i plan on leaving here soon. today, my beloved was nice to me. he let me sit at his desk. i felt so powerful. hee. next time, i'll try to sit at eric's desk. (the security guard) he lives around here too... so... maybe i'll see him more often as well? no, nothing is going to come out of our relationship. it's more like an older brother younger sister kind of thing. i like it like that, by the way.
anyways...
my beloved did say some things though... although i should get used to that. ^^; he is a flirt. (and i repeat, at his age! for shame!)
anywas, now i defiantly have to go. maybe i'll write some more tommorow. he's not going to be at work though, so...
=(

-Lizzy