Ever since i've gotten my (enchanted!) rose quartz pendant i've been meeting such wonderfull men. my boss is really cute. he's the... dignified old, you know? let me see... how can i explain it...? ok. he's 41 (?) and he's got a good singing voice, (please dont ask how i know that! XD ), he's cute. i have to admit it. he really is. like cute college proffesor cute, you know?, and he totally respects me! >:) hehe, he called in just to leave me in charge! haha! that won a lot of brownie points with me. ok. i like him. so? who hasnt liked their boss? but let's move on to the rest of them. our guard is cute. sweet too. kinda cheeky, but i can work with that. doesnt impress me much as my boss does, but meh. and then there's my ex-boss' son! (*sings*) he must be THE coolest person i've ever met! he's funny, good looking, young, the only person in the real world who's been able to keep me interested in a coversation for more than 10 minutes. my god. i like him the best. and i think he liked me too! :D (*excited*) but i dont get to see him to often. (*sighs*) but if were meant to be, who knows right?
and you know what? screw that idiot. im not waiting anymore!!! time for lizzy to have some fun!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
but in the end... it doesnt even matter you know? because a few nights ago, i met the perfect man. the one meant for me. and it was only in a dream. the effect he had on me was soooo strong, that i actually managed to become lucid in the dream and wake myself up, just so i can write everything down. (*sighs*) he shot down any chance i had at having a relationship with a mortal man. now all i can do... is just wait for him. but for him i can. our dreams are signs, you know? i'll meet him. someday. and when i do, i hope he recognizes me too. :)
i'll still keep wearing the pendant, because who knows? maybe it'll draw him to me. and in the meantime, i can always have some fun with these guys. ;) though, i do wish that it wasnt so... proper. hehe, i did mention i can do either after all. ;P
while im here, let me give you some news on the latest happenings in my city. a gang from san salvador has come. there a real piece of work. they tend to crash into your car, take you out, and beat the living hell out of you, while at the same time mugging you. not a pretty sight. especially for a girl who walks home at night alone. but i know im protected. by the spirits of course. and i've just gotten a spirit made only for that purpose. i havent met him yet because he hasnt arrived, but im already excited on meeting him. i hope he is too!

-Lizzy

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i think this article speaks for itself quite well. :3

-Lizzy

It's the first day of spring, and our lovely buffalo weather has decided to grace us with some snow. ugh. i mean, i dont mind it, but come on! it's spring! my most favorite ever season! please make it rain! i want to see into the enchanted fey realm!
actually, this is something i just learned. it's a sort of spell to help you see into the other realm.
ok, this is what you have to do:

go out and place a bowl under a tree on a day (or night!) when it's going to rain.
afterwards, once it's filled and the rain has stopped. go outside and sit next to it. hmm... i forgot to mention that the bowl shouldnt be directly under the tree, just by it. anyways, once your there, take your left hand, (left because it is the one associated with magic) and place it above the bowl, a few inches away from the water. from there pass it over the water three times.
this is your portal now to the fey realm.
and now, i think all you have to do is apply basic scrying skills and you should be okay. with this kind of thing, believing is everything. (the little folk dont appreciate skeptics!) and well, just make sure your protected and stuff, (imagine a white light surrounding you.) and well, yeah, enjoy!

actually, another thing about the fey, they dont like it when you thank them. (dont ask me why.) so if you ever make contact, just leave them a gift. :)
ok. that was random, but anyways, im not responsible for anything that happens or doesnt. so there. :P
anyways, here i am, typing away, and listening to MIKA. god, i love him! <3
so the guard, his name is eric, and he's 22 years old. (i think i mentioned that already?) he's really not my type considering. cause his hispanic, (i grew up with them, i dont want anymore to do with the lot! >:O ) and he has a rather boyish face... >_> i like my men to LOOK like men. hehe. but we do have something in common! he's into ebay too! yayness!!!
and omg. i had the most ever disturbing dream about him. (lol. and after one day of meeting him too!) and in it, were sitting around on the sofa, and he sits REALLY close to me, and puts his arm behind my chair. ok. nothing bad about that right? WRONG! because in the dream, i actually didnt mind. my god. and then, (and this gets even more random) he takes my hand and studies my nails. um. wth?
and, it's not the first time i've been having dreams of this nature. you know, in romantic (?) situations, but i think i know the cause of them.
a few weeks ago, i had this one lady cast a spell in my name. with the spell came a rose quartz in order to help strenghten the spell. i wear the necklace with me whenever i go out, and place it under my pillow at night. well. guess what? rose quartz is the stone associated with love and romance. yup. i screwed myself over im sure. but hey, maybe it will work, right? i believe in her. she said that the spell went very well. so nothing to worry about. i SHOULD be wearing it ALL THE TIME, but... well, i know no one is going to visit my house, and well yeah. -.-
anyways, i wrote alot this time, so i'll stop.
actually, im also going to stop italicing the font, cause with the new system it looks kinda... icky.
anyways, bye-bye for now!

-Lizzy

p.s. actually, i really shouldnt even be on the lookout for a new partner all in all considered... hee, im going to hell. ^^;

p.s.s. i found a REALLY good website for understanding the craft. here's the link to it: http://www.white-witch.org/
and also, for those interested, (i thought i might as well add this) here's a link on how you can make a simple scrying mirror: http://www.pathcom.com/~newmoon/mirror.htm
ok, now it's time for good-bye! XD

I have a new schedule at work.
ugh. i have to work mondays, tuesdays, wendsdays (for now), fridays, and saturdays.
(*sighs*) and it doesnt count as overtime, cause i still (somehow) make my hours neatly.
and i have a new boss. have i told you about him yet?
he's nice. and KINDA cute.
and were getting a new guard. he's only 22. yum.
anyways, i have to go. i'll write more tommorow. before i go to work.

-Lizzy

Were getting a new boss at work this week. my old boss having gotten a job at the main library working with children. im happy for her and i want to do something special for her. im thinking about giving her a jar full of wish stars embedded with the energy of my hopes for her. i hope she likes it. hee, and they do work, believe me.
like, ok, i gave one to one of my coworkers, and she wished she had extra money, and 'poof!' the next day, her husband came home with an extra bonus. oh yeah. im good.
anyways, the new boss seems... nice. the only thing is, that he's a dude. (*sighs*)
and there going to be adding new people as well. and secretly, im hoping that they wont even consider hiring half that came. im a bad person i know, but i need someone to gossip with.
ah well.
anyways, have you ever felt that you dont belong? and not like just for a second or two, but always? um, ok, just... read this: