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When... when the reality of things collides with what little hope a person has in their heart, reality crushes that hope and leaves only the unfair feeling of pessisism. im in a really bad mood today. remember my king? and remember our age difference? well, deep down i always knew that it wouldnt, couldnt, work out. but to have him say it, to hear it from his own mouth, well, it makes you kind of wonder if there even is a god. and i realize im not the only one hurt in this reality, he sounded kinda sad himself. but why, oh why does society have to be so tough on people in love? they have a problem with gays, multicultured, and even age difference! cant they understand that if two people are walking down a street together, the one isnt a gold-digger, and the other isnt a pervert. why cant they stop to think that these two people can actually be in love?
today, i learned a hard lesson.
and while im away here, pining for a love i cant even show, painting my nails black and reading sappy love poems, my dad. my dad is learning what it is to fall in love again.
sometimes life can be so unfair. while me and my king would have the best chance, my dad and this woman (a married woman!) are having Venus smile down upon them lovingly!
yes, im bitter.
this is the second time it hasnt work out for me.
my psychic says to be patient and wait, our fate changes every day. well. for how long am i suppose to wait? what am i suppose to learn from this? society is a cruel beast?! is that it? well, yes, i've learned that. now please. show me the goodness.

-Lizzy

Jun 27, 2008

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