You really don't see me...

just the way I see you, don't you?

I'm really starting to lose hope. I have been trying my very best to get close to you. My effort has been starting to pay off, actually. But I feel that you only see me as a friend. Sometimes, though, I get a feeling that, somehow, you feel something for me, but there's no consistency. Now I'm really confused.

Did something magical happened to us during the first time you took the initiative to talk to me?

This is starting to get serious, swear. I'm really falling for you. And I've been doing nothing to stop this coz I think you are worthy of it.

But I'm not gonna wait forever, ya know. If you're not my ym friend before *insert day here*, I'll give up on you. Even though I know your ym id already and I know you know mine as well (well you actually might not know, but you can know if you want to) and even if I am super tempted to take the initiative out of convenience, IT SHOULD BE YOU WHO MUST ADD ME.

Please. If you feel something for me, can you be a little bit more consistent?

Joongie's new hair was not as bad as I thought... I saw clearer piccies already and it's kinda nice... He also trimmed his bangs!!!!! XD LOOKIE LOOKIE:

 

So I'm very happy now!!!!! JAEJOONG I STILL LOVE YOU!!!!! XD AND I WOULD DEFINITELY MISS YOU!!!!! XD I am going for a retreat in Baguio on Aug.28-Sept.1 so no internet for me!!!! But more time with God so pray for me!!! haha...But don't worry I will always remember you..XD 

Paoie

p.s. WHAT THE. I just remembered my Hyde pictures in my previous post. Is it just me, or are they starting to look alike now? (esp in the third pic!) ALKJSDIJVOE.SLJOF.