You really don't see me...

just the way I see you, don't you?

I'm really starting to lose hope. I have been trying my very best to get close to you. My effort has been starting to pay off, actually. But I feel that you only see me as a friend. Sometimes, though, I get a feeling that, somehow, you feel something for me, but there's no consistency. Now I'm really confused.

Did something magical happened to us during the first time you took the initiative to talk to me?

This is starting to get serious, swear. I'm really falling for you. And I've been doing nothing to stop this coz I think you are worthy of it.

But I'm not gonna wait forever, ya know. If you're not my ym friend before *insert day here*, I'll give up on you. Even though I know your ym id already and I know you know mine as well (well you actually might not know, but you can know if you want to) and even if I am super tempted to take the initiative out of convenience, IT SHOULD BE YOU WHO MUST ADD ME.

Please. If you feel something for me, can you be a little bit more consistent?