i love u.. or.. i like u? errr..

yeah but i know i adore u..

but im thinkin to forget bout u..

well,i'll keep the good memories..

but i'll remove all the bad things that i've got from loving u..

i've shed all the tears..

i've managed my feeling..

n now i'll try to act like everythin is all brand new..

::i got no special feelin for ya,

::u r just mah friend,

n i'll move on without saying GOODBYE..

cz i wont leave u..

im just gonna open a new page in my life..

i still want u to be in there..

not as a guy that i like..

but as my friend that will always by my side..

:)

it's selfish for me that i still want u to be with me,,

but at least,im not gonna ask more..

just stay here..

dont go anywhere..

stay with me,

help me with all the probs that i got..

cz u can make me survive..

just like all my besties did to me all this time..

be one of them..

be my bestie..

stay here forever..

i'll write ur name in the deepest part on my heart..

u'll always be there..:)

no matter wat..

P.S: yeah it's for ya..

stop doing it.. stop being nice.. stop doing somethin that makes "this" get deeper n deeper.. it's just gonna hurt me..so if u care of me,STOP DOING IT FROM NOW!

okay i know those was weird..but i really want to say that to someone..><

TT__TT huhuhu..im not in a good mood..='(

well yeah he dunno that i like him,

but heck yeah i guess i like him..><

omg..

this is not ryt..

i have to get over him..

it cant be lyk this..=(

cz i dun think he likes me too n that wud be hurt..

gahh,,me is stuck in internet crush!

crap! ><

duhh,,silly me!!!

the question is SHOULD I??

i've tried to believe wat u said..

but,umm..

i dunno..

maybe those words r so nice that it makes me feel it's unreal..

i've been feelin this b4,

n it's hurt T^T

hope u contact me soon..

cz i really miss ya..<3

LOOK AT THE FANSIGN HE MADE FOR ME:

THX SO MUCH OPPA...^^

<33333~