I feel like barfing :o bleeeeeh.
On the other hand, my room looks banging! it's so neat and nice. ^^.
I'm proud of it. must leave it clean forever~~ :D

Right now, I'm studying for tomorrows test.
I am wondering whether I really will be able to pass the nclex.
I feel like i'm getting by my classes just barely even when i am making "A" and "B"
Because I'm currently in the mode of "memorize and forget."
It's so bad! I'm sure it will come to me.

Clinicals last week was tough. My patient was hard of hearing and I kept having the scream in her ears. She had to take her staples off her chest that day too so she was feeling super anxious and kept acting all jumpy and edgy.

I need to learn to talk smoother.

I'm so sleepy. 
I went hiking today. it was a nice place but it made me super tired. I wonder why?
I am stronger than that! Or so I thought. 

I had stomach problems all of today. I hope by tomorrow it's all better.

I'm so sleepy! :(

1. A floor chair/couch. 
2. a laptop table...
3. new earphones.
4. a new lab coat
5. new shoes
6. more scrubs
7. another desk just to study on. 

things i need to get for other people

1. a money pouch - two of them
2. key chain.  

clinicals tomorrow! I wonder how it will be like!I should really go to sleep ~o~...
I'll need the energy. For sure. X.X....
I'm nervous! I hope i'll do well. :)
These days I've been breaking out more ~o~;;;
before I was okayish but now my face is going crazy....
arrrg stress stress.

But it's okay 70% of the other teenage population is suffering like me...
lol I'm so mean. 

I have a headache. ~o~;;; 
It feels like a huge stone has been shoved up in it.
I've been studying a lot these days. At least it feels like it. Average of 9~8 hours in school a day @_@;;;

But it's still fun. I enjoy it.
Just until next march.... @___________@;;; 

I am cold :(