I'm still alive everyday in cyber world =_= but ... not like alive wahhahaha
nowaday i've too much for learn, learn and learn ...
and you know ... i'm so tired ... i want to cry but i can't to cry ...
do you know? after i'm finish high school and start my university life,
i got 2 weeks for holiday, it's mean all of 8 months i have 2 week for holiday.
and in 8 months i learn and work ... i'll find a lot of money for KAT-TUN
and now i'm very very very tired ... sometime i've argue with my father.
sometime i want to tell him ...

"You can't blame me because you don't know what am i do now"

but i can't tell him ... i'm bored to argue with him
and after that i'll cry but don't have anyone know
when i tell him, i don't want to go to learn i want a day for my holiday
we'll argue ... i know he want me to be good and for future
but ... you know ... i just want a holiday for my life! i'm tired, i'm tired
it's not tired from body but i'm tired from my mind!
because now i've final exam of my university ... and i'll do final project from my college
oh! MINNA! i want to forgot anythink, i want to don't remember everythink!
last of argue is sunday ... and monday i go to learn multimedia i don't sure ...
my face is look bad? because my teacher ask me all time

"how are you? you're okay?"

maybe because i'm cry all night hahaha ...
yay, it's all of this week ... now i'm okay and i'm wait for next month ...
i hope next month is my holiday ...