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Dec 02, 2007

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hey every1, whats up? i'... (Dec 02, 2007 10:44 pm)

hey every1, whats up? i'm trying a new way of typing, using minimum punctuation and no caps or spelling. kind of like texting... only i'm online. lmao so y doesn't any1 visit my cy? come on guys, u h8 me that much alreadi? cause u know i <3 u guys! maybe i should get a myspace. y not? nah, i don't want ppl knowing how i feel inside. it's kind of scary. what if they make fun of me or tell other ppl (at skool?!) ? i guess i could just post pics and journal on cy and do chat on myspace... yeah. maybe i should. guess what? i went to la this weekend! even better, i went to laguna beach! omfg they were hot shirtless guys on the beach, and walking dogs, and shopping at nordstroms omfg. they're so hot... mmm....yummy. :x haha and we went shopping at south coast,topanga, and rack! omfg i got the cutest stuff for christmas. i got a juicy bag, coach shoes, abercrombie bomber, and lucky jeans! omfg i spent like over $300!!! it feels gooooooddd~~~ we stayed at the oc hilton and it was sooo nice there. there was crabtree and evlyn toiltries there. i stole the lotion. i <3 it so much! i miss it there so much. everyone listen to 102.7 fm. it owns. they repeat the playlist most of the time but I still lyk it. <3 the only down was i went w/ my mom and her bf. thats ok. he paid 4 the hotel. eww. we had to sleep in the same room!!! he snores!!!

xoxo

u know u  <3 me (gossip girl!!!!)

christie

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Nov 25, 2007

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Hey everyone, what's up... (Nov 25, 2007 11:32 pm)

Hey everyone, what's up? So much going on, I'm so busy, it's not even funny! I hate semester projects, high school is really kicking me in the a$$ these days. How is a girl suppose to maintain a decent social life when life is being such a b*tch? :x Especially since I've got to do a lot of networking these days... D@mn Sara to hell, why does she hate me so much? I try to talk to her, I try to make conversation and she totally acts like I'm just boring geek. Which I so am NOT. ^^; We need to bond more... but how? Darn it! I've even been reading tips from WikiHow.com. How pathetic is that... but seriously, really good tips and how-to-dos on it. Such an awesome site, can't believe I didn't know about it sooner. Maybe it's a knock off of Wikipedia? As I've been procracinating and doing my semester projects at the last minute, I stumbled onto some teen dating and boy quizes, read some advice, and learned how to french kiss, flirt, and make out with guys from an internet article. Sweet. :/ NOT. That is so lame, even if I'm the one doing it, I think I can't be anymore desperate than this. So what? I'm a fourteen year old who has never had a boyfriend, never told a guy I loved him, never made out, never kissed, and definately haven't even been to second base. As my friend Veva had cleverly said "I haven't even ben up to bat yet!". I know, I know. My life pretty much sucks. I'm in a rut and I can't get over this one guy... Even if I'm in a pretty secret and personal place like cyworld, I don't want to say his name. All I can say is... I'm confused. I mean, I don't understand him. Or it. Or anything. I asked him to homecoming. He told me he was going with someone else. Fine. I honestly don't care about that anymore. But the problem is... you see, I was bitter at first and but then, I really got a good message from a friend "So? He likes another girl, it's not his fault.". As depressed as I was... it's true. And I got over him. Tried to like other boys but it didn't work. So I gave up wanting a boyfriend for a couple weeks. BS, it didn't last long. I fell for him, stupidly, again. Because... he was kinda flirting with me. At first, I played hard to get. Mostly because it was fun but also because I was hurting... In a twisted, half-hearted, weird sense I was punishing him for making me hurt. I don't know. But over the last month, he's been on and off been "quitely" flirting with me from a distance (according to this one quiz, it's because he's a shy boy and he is indeed flirting... if it's true that is... the quiz). He's always behind me when I'm talking to my/our friends in a circle but he doesn't talk to me. He just... lingers. Maybe he thinks I'm mad at him. Which I'm not. I'm just scared. I've never been comfortable around guys, I've just started talking and flirting with them starting this year... yeah, I'm a late bloomer. And I'm falling for him. Again. He's always standing next to me, staring occationall at me (I hope, not anyone else... :x), or walking past my desk in science. I don't know why I'm so crazy about him. Older guys have hit and flirted with me so much this year but I always liked guys in the same year better. As long as we're the same maturity level.... I just like them better. At our age.... we're just so young and inexperienced and most of the time we have "pure" intentions. I don't know. It's just so new to us that I feel secure. We're on the same page. We're both scared as sh*tless as each other and we don't know where the relationship is going to go but we're in it to be friends and have a good time with hot guys/girls. And that's why I like him. He's so... young (God that sounds gay) and fresh to everything. I don't know too much about him but he seems innocent enough and he's just so polite and well-mannered, and religious, and estudious, and just... nice. I don't know. That's so d@mn attractive to me right now. I don't know if I should get over it or... Gah, I don't know. I've been working all day. I'm so screwed right now, I should just take a nap. Goodnight everyone!

 

xoxo,

Christie <333

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Nov 11, 2007

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Hello everyone! How are we a... (Nov 11, 2007 9:51 am)

 

Gosh, it's been such a long time since I've updated my cy! I really missed posting up here but it's just been so hectic and chaotic these days. I'm swamped with FIVE projects due by the end of this month and I'm trying so hard to balance out my personal and school life!

Things have been going great these days! I quick recap of what has happened since school started:

01. I got elected as Class Secretary! I was the only one running who was running against someone else (who just happened to be one of the most popular guys are school!) and I WON! omfg!!!

02. Homecoming was so much f_cking fun! Wow, it was just BOMB and everyone just looked so fresh and dapper! Of course, there's always downsides in the fun... The guy I liked "rejected" me when I asked him to come to HC with me. Instead, he decided to go with my best friend and is now avoiding me at all costs and won't even talk to me. Nice friend huh? All three of us actually are/was friends so it's so awkward. Funny part? She ditched him at HC and made out with one of my other friends. Hillarious isn't it? Well, that's what the a$$hole deserves. Now, we're all happily ignoring each other and denying each other's existances, even if we're right next to each other and have the same hps class. Sweet! Not.

03. I want a boyfriend. I really, really do. I tried to get over myself and focus on my studies but I really just can't. Am I THAT ugly? Does my personality really such that much?

04. I like boys and sh!t like every other girl but I seem to be a loser magnet and attract obsessive and stalker-like guys who aren't that attractive, don't have the personality I'm looking for, are very stalker-like, and don't get the "I'm not that interested but why don't we be friends?" message I'm them.

05 . One of my best friends is a play, like fondling my crush's moob and grabbing at his crotch. Perfect.

06. I got THREE Bs, omfg! I'm mad!

07. I really, really want to go to a party. :(

AAAAANNNND~~~~ MY HAIR GREW OUT! LOOK!!!!

Well.... Hot or Flop? :X

Hello everyone! How are we all today?
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Jul 10, 2007

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Took a few more quizes onlin... (Jul 10, 2007 11:02 pm)

Took a few more quizes online... rofl

Some of the results crack me up.

 

You Are 24 Years Old
 

20-29: You are a twenty something at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

You Are 72% Pure
Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close.
But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet.
 
You are a City Girl!
Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl.
You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion.
And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun.
Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!
 
Your Love Type: ISFJ
The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
 
You Are 72% California
You're so Californian, you belong in Hollyweird.
 
You Are 60% Abnormal
You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul.

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at high risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is very likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at high risk for having a social phobia. It is very likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.
 
Your Worry Factor is 74%
The amount you worry is definitely borderline unhealthy.
Even when things are going well, you find yourself fixating on the negatives.
Try to remember the times you've been able to let your worries go.
If you can do that again, you'll be much happier!
 
You Are a Bit Prissy
From time to time you can be a princess, but these days, who isn't a little high maintenance?
You know what you want, and you're definitely not afraid to ask for it.
(Just refrain from having a temper tantrum if you don't get your way!)
There's nothing wrong with having high standards... as long as they're occasionally low enough to allow spontaneity and fun!
 
You are Milk Chocolate
A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds.
You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life.
Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.
 
You Are a Kogyaru!
If it's cute, you'll wear it. Fake and bake, hair bleach, and bright makeup line your bathroom cabinet.
As for clothes - anything that's short and cute ("kawaii!").
You are the prize object of all sorts of men - but you are really looking for a rich foreign guy.
He'll find you out hanging out in Shibuya shopping at the 109, text messaging and sending photos over your cellphone.
You Should Weigh 111
If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight.
If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon!

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Hello friends and neighbors,... (Jul 10, 2007 7:14 pm)

Hello friends and neighbors, how is everyone?

Generally, I'm doing great. I just order TONS of things from Soompi, I feel so guilty lol!

 

001; TVfXQ's 2nd Storybook The Way U Are

002; TVfXQ's Bora Bora Storybook

003; TVfXQ's First Concert - Rising Sun DVD

004; 200 Pound Beauty (Korean Movie) DVD

005; Swarovski Cuff Earrings

006; Sterling Silver "Crown" Double Piercing Earrings

 

TT_TT Wah, I'm going broke! I got so much graduation money from my family and distant relatives and I blew it all off in less than a week... (no, this does not include my shopping spree at Nordstroms a few weeks back :x) Oh... and I forgot to add the SJ*FH T-Shirt I ordered a few weeks ago, lmfao. I'm such a looser. I need to put Soompi on my block list or something... Ugh, but I can't help that I'm such a shopaholic! lolz Every time I see Korean or Japanese items, I have such a hard time not reaching for my wallet. I live in Sonoma County where Asian goods are SO hard to find, especially the CDs, DVDs, and other items that I DESPERATELY want. Going to L.A twice a year is truely a HEAVEN for me because I spend at least $100 at the CD shop in the Koreatown Plaza each time I go, lmao. I love music, I live for it and I'd die for it. TT_TT Such a shame that I don't know many places in San Francisco that sells K-Pop CDs... Eww, I don't really like San Francisco that much anyway. Way too... dirty for me. :x I don't know, I just don't like the hills and nasty black stains you see EVERYWHERE. It's not my thing, I'll take good old graffiti any day xD. I hope my packages come soon... I just got a PM from one of the sellers I bought from and she said that she forgot my shipping address and I was like WTF? *dies* Now my package will be delayed a day or two. Darn it... :P Whatever, I'll get it soon... I'm just not patient lol. I have a valid reason though. My family and I are leaving for L.A AGAIN for my grandmother's birthday and we plan to celebrate it there... I'm exited because I'll finally be able to buy some CDs (lol I think of buying CDs ALL the time) but I'm worried that someone might just steal my packages right off the doorstep while we're gone in L.A. Argh, I usually wouldn't be worried but we live in a neighborhood that isn't too bad but bad enough that I worry about gangs and stuff... rofl I don't think anyone would dare steal my storybooks because I'll get so pissed off lol.

 

According to the seller I bought the crown earrings from, the package was shipped a week ago, but it was sent to my father's address so it'll take forever to ship the packages to where I live... I hope he doesn't hate me so much that he doesn't ship me my stuff.  For those who have read my previous entries, you guys know that things didn't go well with my Dad, right? That's why I don't want to call him and ask if he received my packages yet. I've sent two packages to his address in L.A and he needs to ship them to me... I wasn't expecting to leave so early that I couldn't receive them myself but things came up as you know... I've discussed the issue about my father with my mom and she suggests that I write a letter to him about "my side of the story". I spent two hours late at night working on the letter a few days ago and I got 5 pages out of my effort... but when I re-read it, it turned out to be a page full of my ranting lol. For those who dare to be brave enough to read my rants... yeah, it sounded like that. :x So I didn't mail the letter to him. I just don't want to make the situation worse. I mean, I want to avoid as much contact as possible. I sound like a coward saying this but I'm scared of his reaction... but enough about that.

 

The main point is, I'll be receiving presents from myself (lol so desperate) and that's all that counts (yeah, you can hear my selfish side right there xD). You won't believe the hell I had to go through to get my payment into a mailbox. lmao Here's the story. So yesterday, I had to send my payment out for my two storybooks but I didn't know where to send my letters to. Like, I knew the sellers' addresses but I couldn't find a mailbox to send the payment out to. I could have asked my mom but my mom doesn't like me ordering online, especially on Soompi because she "doesn't know who I'm buying from and they might be a serial killer or rapist". lmao I trust the people I buy from and... yeah, that's why I buy from Soompi. SO, I had to sneak out of the house (not really, just tell my grandma I was walking over to the Target mall --- which is a HUGE mall area which contains a HUGE variety of stores, Costco, Best Buy, Target, Old Navy, Starbucks, Juice Shake, Quiznoes, Sharp Cuts, Office Depot, Marshall, Panda Express, Sonoma Bagel, Apple Bees, Trader Joes, you get the picture --- to buy a snack :x) and walk the 10 minute walk to Target and tried to buy stamps. No such luck. I tried to get change for my two $20 but I couldn't because they weren't "allowed" to give out change lmao. My payment was $15 and $18 to two separate buyers so I desperately needed change. I walked to 4 different stores until I finally got into Sports Authority and one life-saving cashier gave me change. Phew. Glad that's done. Then the stamp dilema came up. I needed stamps and they had to be under $10. I go to 2 stores before finding Office Depot that sold a book of 20 stamps for $9. Thank goodness for Office Depot. So okay. By now, I was hot, sweaty, thirsting, and so darn tired that I could have just took a nap in the store. But I needed to get home asap. Why? My grandma would worry and I was hungry. Really hungry. In the end, I couldn't resist to I bought a Cookies N' Creme power bar at life-saving Sports Authority and set out on my quest to find a mail box. Not so easy. I went to two different stores to find directions to the nearest mailbox in the shopping center and ended up walking an equivilent to 4 miles around the whole darn shopping center.

 

Now this is the part of the story where God takes pity on me and TA DA! A huge silver mailbox with a sign saying OUTGOING MAIL is looming in front of me at Juice Shack beaconing to me. Hallelujah! I'm saved! So I drop my payment in and make my way home in the blazing heat. Have I learned my lesson? No. I will still buy from Soompi because of my undying love for K-Pop.

 

THE END.

 

lmao By the way, my cousin Jo Ann died when I told her this story. I'm such an idiot. And you know you love me. :)

 

--- Christie xoxo

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