Just came back from my friend, Elliana's play, The Wizard of Oz....

It was... boring, but very comic and cute! <333

I wish I didn't have so much homework... I want to sleep!

Mom and Dan are fighting again... I miss Daddy.

--- Christie

Too hot... omg

It's 10 pm and it's 90 + degrees outside... I think I'm going to broil in my own room and die... it is soooo hot....

And I'm sooo tired... I just got back a few hours ago from the gym... 40 minutes cardio, 20 minutes stretching... I can't believe the hell I got myself into. xD

Mom has suddenly become an environmentalist or whatever it's called. lol

We're conserving everything from paper towels to the ac.
WHY THE AC DARN IT! TT_TT

WAHHHHHHH~~~~ It's so hot.

I couldn't even pay attention in tutoring today... I just brought my work home so I couldn't do it in my air conditioned room... well, used to be air conditioned, the ac is off and I'm starting to get sleepy again... eww, stupid headache... you can tell I wasn't meant to survive in hot weather. ^^;

Grandma got 7 new Korean channels now that we have dish instead of cable... fajkdjakdjfa

How many times have I seen Super Junior on a Korean variety show...?! TT_TT 39281934913 times!!! O_O;

My grandma's obsessed with Kim HeeChul wtf....

My family is weird...

--- xoxo Christie

:) I'm really exited today.

My mom bought me a new  LCD TV to put in my room for my graduation present.

I'm really exited, only, we're having some problems mounting the TV on my bedroom wall...

Aish, it'll figure itself out. =D

--- Christie

P.S omg! I baked blueberry scones today~~~

Ah, they're really buttery... hehe. *dies*

P.P.S I tried another energy drink, Monster...

Eh, it's okay but it tastes too much like bubblegum...

akjdakjdfakj This sounds crazy but the bitter taste of Rockstar actually tastes better... maybe cause it's stronger. (I think) xD I might try Redbull next time...?!

I feel so blessed right now. (and it's not because finals are over! xD)

I have a friend, let's just call her E.

E is one of my best friends. I've known her for almost two years now and she's one of the most important people in my life.

A few months ago, I found out that she was cutting herself.

I was SO scared. Scared for her and almost kind of scared for me. I didn't know what would happen. I was afraid that she might hurt herself and that's what made me make one of the most important choices in my life.

Putting our friendship on the line, I decided to tell one of the teachers I trusted at school, even though I knew she'd be mad because she didn't want anyone to know.

But... the day she showed me her arm that after out math exam, I couldn't help but feel that I was... well, responsible for her. It was a huge burden but I had to do something. I would never forgive myself if I didn't.

Eventually, her mother found out and now E is seeking help so she can deal with her emotions and feelings.

E never found out that it was me that told the teacher... but I still feel so grateful today to see my friend smile again. It's just so great to know that I helped her out of the "pit" she was in.

I'm also grateful for my youth group leader Andrea. She has helped me through thick and thin and I am so glad that I was able to talk to her about these issues with E.

Just knowing the truth scared me and I was emotionally disturbed for the first month... but Andrea helped me get through these feelings and that helped me help E. :)

Today, for the first time in months, I met the teacher I confided my secret with.

We'll call him Mr.W.

I was walking to Dance class and he called me back to his office for a second. He told me that what I did for E was right and that he really appreciated it.

I didn't know what to say, he was the one who lifted the burden off my shoulders.

And then, came a message from E's mom...

I can't properly express how I felt when I first heard these words but it really made me feel... I don't know, I can't describe it.

Kind of like... I was melting inside.

'Whoever saved my daughter must have been an angel.'

Needless to say, I felt honored and almost cried.

--- Chrisite <333