oh yeah. I just made my first move. dunno if it'll touch their hearts or if it even struck them that I am here trying. Who am I talking about? My college closest friends. This two people that I kept close to my heart. Actually we made a group as freshmen on our first semester, and it consists of five members. Until two of us dropped because of financial problems, etc etc. Three of us were left behind. We’re really close to each other until second semester came. What has been our problem? Actually I know it's my fault. I had this attitude problem and I still don't know how to avoid it. My problem was my sensitive feelings of mine and being jealous because they had their new friends. Two new close friends. I haven’t been close to these two. At first I don’t like their attitude. They had this style when we were talking then suddenly their making me feel out of place. Because of this I started to think that they were stealing my friends. Until such time when the three of us had a fight (my closest friends, not the new ones). We said many painful words to each other and at the end I decided to leave the group, leaving them with their two new friends. I also had this new set of friends. Of course, I’m also happy with them but I’m happier with the old ones (the group that I left). As time goes by, I became so sad because of this feeling. I want them back, I want our friendship back. But how? Where will I start? I already ask for their forgiveness, it is accepted but one of them said she wasn’t sure if our Friendship will ever be back to what it was before. I often cry a lot because I really miss them. This summer, I talked to one of them and had her advice. She said to stop being jealous to their new friends and try to be flexible. I answered her with I want them back.. with their new friends. I also want to try this new friendship, I will try my best. So, here I am, I did it. I hope when school year starts again, I’m hoping that we’re gonna be okay. At last, I shouted what I really feel already. Now I felt like I’m relieved. However, I still need some advice. So, if you have noticed and read this blog, please give me an advice. I hardly need it. Thanks. At last, I shouted what I really feel already. Now I felt like I’m relieved. However, I still need some advice. So, if you have noticed and read this blog, please give me an advice. I hardly need it. Thanks.