Wake me up when September Ends....
Just like the greenday song says " As my memory rest but never forgets what i've lost" .... I remember relating with this song last year of September when my exboyfriend came over to Philippines again and left the country after 2 weeks and promised me that he'll be back on January but January came and I waited for him...and i told him that i will never get tired waiting for him....January came and he told me that he's scared that many things will change after 2 years and he will spend time in the korean army and things arent gonna be the same anymore so he said that i'd better forget him... I didnt want to forget him but he pushed me away...Sometimes things can be unpredictable...very unpredictable....lots of unexpected things in life.I was so happy the whole month of September last year ....I wish I could turn back the time....but it's too late....

"SCHISM" (tool)
{sometimes I feel what songs tell}

I know the pieces fit
'Cause I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smouldering
Fundamental differing
Pure intention juxtaposed
Will set two lovers' souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes
Testing our communication
The light that feuled our fire then
Has a burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end
Crippling our communication

I know the pieces fit
'Cause I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame
It doesn't mean I don't desire to
Point the finger, blame the other
Watch the temple topple over
To bring the pieces back together
Rediscover communication

The poetry
That comes from the squaring off between
And the circling is worth it
Finding beauty in the dissonance

There was a time that the pieces fit
But I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smouldering
Strangled by our coveting
I've done the math enough to know
The dangers of our second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow
And strengthen our communication

Cold silence has
A tendency to
Atrophy any
Sense of compassion
Between supposed brothers
Between supposed lovers
(sometimes says "lovers" the first
time and then "brothers" in concert)

I know the pieces fit