Happy New Year!!! I celebrated new year in Eastwood City,Libis.It was my

first time to celebrate Christmas and new year away from my family. I'm

missing my family so much. I wished they had celebrated it with me. The only

reason why I couldnt celebrate with my family is because of this guy whom I

cannot leave...Yes...this guy who doesnt know how to be a good boyfriend

and who has hurt me a million times.Why did I chose to celebrate it with him

rather then those people who truly loves me? I was so stupid! He has pushed

me away from him a million times and yet I am still with him. I hate myself!

Learning how to move on and independent from this guy is one of my new

year's resolution. I havent made up a list yet but sooner I will post it.

Anyway, new year celebration in Eastwood wasnt that fun as I expected.I

was dissapointed that I didnt get to enjoy the firworks display.I've been

waiting for the fireworks display but It wasn't as fun as I thought. We were

so close where the fireworks were being fired.It would be better to see the

fireworks from afar.My original plan was  to stay somewhere far but then, we

were carried away by our temptation to stay in one place since we thought

that it would be better to stay there because it is very comfortable for us to

be there in that area. One more thing, I couldnt really look up because they

were things that were flying from the firecrackers and it kinda got in to my

eye. The fireworks display only lasted for about 1 minute or less than a

minute. I am so so so so dissapointed. But that was fine. I felt happy when

my family visited me on the same day.